strange night..

it was after midnight, i was alone in my room, prima's gone to rotterdam to visit mr. boyfriend.
i didnt have anything to do.. so this is what i did:

txtd my bf that i secretly like another guy

txtd the other guy (who's currently w/ his gf) that i love him n im sorry but im staying away from his life

txtd my ex n told him that the real reason we broke up was not bcoz i was in love with another guy but i just realised that i didnt love him that much

and the result waasss total revelation :D i feel strangely relieved..
myb bcoz today's election day
myb bcoz today's my dad's birthday
myb bcoz today's my ex's dad's birthday
myb bcoz its our 3 months anniversary
myb bcoz its waxing crescent n 39% of full o_O
myb bcoz after 46 pages of mark haddon's the curious incident of the dog in the night time i seriously think that its not as good as they say. n myb im the only one saying this but i wasnt "moved" or intrigued to read the rest of the book.