ulma haryanto's reaction on seeing 2girls1cup :p

so.. Neo aka TK aka Che Kin aka Tsz Kin (dang so many names he has :D) my Cute Long Pura colleague

(that's him in the middle)
masih single.. jadi klo yg berminat bisa hubungi saya :D

askd me to view a clip called two girls one cup (SERIOUSLY DONT CLICK ON THE LINK!). the clip was so euw.. (and j*nc*k n what the hell). neo actually collected some reactions of ppl who's wtching that clip. you can view his "library" here. the clip n the clips of people who's watching the clip r currently a trend here (otherwise it wont be on Jensen's show.. or so i presume).

you can also view other ppl's reaction while watching the clip here. or type '2girls1cup' on youtube's search field.

but here below was my reaction :p

nothing exciting, really.. just me sayin euw and j*nc*k n wth.. :p some ppl gave out funny reactions.. and if you dont know what the clip's actually about.. well you'll get curious.. and myb you regret when you finally watchd it.. like me :(
i appreciate that you are really keeping your words
just tonight i did some housekeeping for my head
the last time i did everything in a rush
did not properly put everything about you in a box
and store it away
left some things here and there
so i could "accidentally" stumble upon it
keeping the maybes and ifs

let's just say i finally decided to label them as clutters
and treated them as so
relocate them to where they really belong

by so i've created more space in my head
now i hv less stuff to juggle by the day

and as the song sung by Erykah Badu goes
"I guess I'll see you next lifetime.."

trash art

Maybe, maybe it's the clothes we wear, the tasteless bracelets and the dye in our hair. Maybe it's our kookiness.

Or maybe, maybe it's our nowhere towns.. our nothing places and our cellophane sounds. Maybe it's our looseness.

But we're trash...
You and me.
We're the litter on the breeze.
We're the lovers on the streets.

Just trash.

Me and you. It's in everything we do.

Maybe, maybe it's the things we say, the words we've heard and the music we play. Maybe it's our cheapness.

Or maybe, maybe it's the times we've had, the lazy days and the crazes and the fads. Maybe it's our sweetness.

Words by Suede (Trash).

Coz i'm feelin kinda trashy :p

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

Greed: -2

You're not in this for the money, for you blogging is all about the passion! Sure you might make a little pocket change now and again, but you know that it's the content, the audience and the people that are what makes blogging great!

Experience: 2

You've been blogging since Nick Denton was in diapers. When it comes to blogging experience, you are the authority on blogging. Heck you probably even have a blog where you give advice about blogging! (weh.. moco ceh??)

Sociability: 1

You love web 2.0 stuff like Digg and Delicious and you're involved in more blogging groups, networks and activities than anyone else you know. With all your connections, you make Neil Patel look positively anti-social! (wehhh moco ceeeehhhh???)

thanks, Jack Vinson

Now playing: John Miles - [Dirty Space Disco CD1 #06] Stranger In The City (Pilooski Edit) [foobar2000 v0.9.4.1]
via FoxyTunes

babies r born in the same building people go

it's sunday morning (11.25 am.. jd blm masuk noon :D), i had my breakfast, drunk my coffee..
prima td bikin sandwich pke rosbief dan mozarella (yum.. thx prim!)
yeah prima's been my roommie for last couple of days.. her room is not yet "ready" (masih kosongan) that's why she's staying at my place.
like the good old days eh prim? :D
short info: so according to Myers Briggs Personality types me n prima r total opposites. she's an esfj-extrovert feeling while im an intp-introvert thinker

so now im looking at my draft blog posts n see if i can finish at least one. so why not start with my Ramadhan evaluation, heheh..
well actually nothing much really.. there were days that i could still control myself.. but those were also days that i went berserk n did selfish things or being too curious about someone..

in the sector of "keeping my loyalty n restraining myself to emotional temptation", i failed :P

things happened n made me realise that im not yet spiritual or relationship-wise mature. still like to take shortcuts, did not always mean what i say, largely because instinctively im a people-pleaser :p

there's always next year isnt it.. (?)

Now playing: Pure Saturday - Kosong [foobar2000 v0.9.4.1]
via FoxyTunes

posting pembuka: end of Ramadhan

he's got an arm off!
Originally uploaded by cakeyvoice
Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri bagi yg merayakan, minal aidin wal faizin.. Taqobbalallahu minna waminkum :)

and to all, mohon maaf lahir dan batin :D

for those who are having their birthday today: happy birthday :D
have a zombie knitted rag dolls :D or a pot of honey :D

now a tad bit longer..

first of all, gw ketiduran this morning :P jd ga ikut solat id xD

altho udh ditelp yussi n elvin berkali2.. tetep ga kebangun xD

boneka salmaanyway, in the spirit of Eid, i would like to introduce you to moslem barbies :D
di Indonesia udh mulai ada, yg bikin namanya Bu Sukmawati Suryaman. Her dolls are called 'Boneka Salma' (bandwidth exceeded xD duh kasian) - (Republika Online)

selamat buuu :D you are so creative :D

Emg ternyata boneka barbie versi muslim is not exactly new :D
there is a Moroccan Barbie, and a veiled doll called Sara in Iran, and one called Razanne for Muslims in Britain and the US - Fulla is now the market leader. (The Guardian)
While pabrik2nya bilang klo muslim barbies enhanced self-virtue in young girls ada juga yg oppose kayak this blog
"Poor, poor young Muslim girls. [...] Thank you male dominated corporations for making girls all over the world have skewed body image and fucked up sense of self."
The author think that fulla dan lain2 itu cuma alat cuci otak soal self-image. sama aja kayak barbie. (blonde-anorexic-bimbo-dog poo-picking xD) - see picture for reference :p

dog-poo-picking barbie

Ga tau deh bakal di-export k belanda ga barbie2 muslim kyk gini :D well i actually do not hold any grudge against barbie. soalnya i know she has nice collections (ada yg seri princess, ada yg dresses from around the world), dan ga sebitchy bratz :D bratzaltho dulu pernah ada bbrp artikel yg criticizing barbie yg dibikin dgn badan sangat tdk manusia (pinggang extra kecil, dan big tite boobs). bikin anak2 kecil punya obsesi kurus (and blond? :D) kyk barbie. tp yeaa.. i disagree coz i played with barbie n i just didnt think that way. barbie is barbie, it's a DOLL (gile gw wktu kecil dah punya pikiran kyk gt :D)

tp emg eneg jg kadang klo masuk toko mainan, dan ngeliat barbie2 yg sangat western :P (iyaa.. i know there are also 'other races' barbie.. but still..) trus di sampingnya... BRATZ. I wonder when the time will come when we can see Razanne or Salma on the till side by side with those bitchy bratz :D

link artikel dari reuters

More on Eid.. hari ini di Amsterdam cuaca cerah :D the sun is warm and gentle.. the leaves have turned golden. And as the wind blows, they all seems to be dancing and floating in the air, like golden butterflies :D

buat yg masih puasa.. met puasa :) ayooo kmu bisaaa

i'll keep you in my prayers, you're in my thoughts and in my heart :)

mood hari ini :(

ow yah, i've been using Bahasa Indonesia interface for Blogger :D need some time to get used to Posting, Pengaturan, Panel Kontrol, dan Konsep disimpan otomatis di :D

somebody asked if i've spent most of my time in front of the computer. erm d'uh.. yes of course.. who doesn't?
but now come to think of it, myb he's asking indirectly whether i'm a computer geek or not :D
answer is.. yeah :D i'm lightly nerdy, and 50% geek

annd.. menurut moon chart di samping, malem ini udh bulan baru. Besok lebaran.. aih.. time to review the things I promised/told myself to do at the beginning of Ramadhan :p

*mempublikasikan posting*

the waltz-silje nergaard

Strike up the band let it play
Love songs to haunt me and I will stay

But when it comes to a waltz
both words and music will ring false

For you waltzed in and spun my world

Around in dizzy dance I swirled

But suddenly you waltzed away from me

Those violins, they must go
So no careless hand with a bow may play
on the strings of my heart
and make me remember how lovers part

How you waltzed in and spun my world
Around in dizzy dance I swirled
But suddenly you waltzed away from me

Strike up the band let it play
whatever it chooses
and I will say,

Play me a waltz if you will

I'll sit here and listen
waiting until my love returns

to take my world and spin it' round
in dizzy swirl
Where girl loves boy and boy loves girl
and feet don't touch the ground
i really am good for screwing things up :D
i wish time could really heal

facebook for life

yeaaah so i admit that i've been logging in to facebook quite regularly for the past weeks. and i also admit that i finally gave it a try. dan ternyata cukup adiktif :p it has these widgets and games and "apps" dari berantem2 pke zombie/werewolf/vampire sampe punya binatang piaraan :D
membuat friendster terlihat sangaaaat lammmmeeeee...

so my favorite applications at facebook for the moment are:
1. The Zombie/Werewolf/Vampire app
awal2nya i was infected by a friend of mine (dapet notification klo i was infected). dah gt after turning myself to a Zombie, and Werewolf, and Vampire, i can infect more ppl and fight with other zombie/werewolf/vampire ... to gain level :D yah awal2nya jg ga gt tertarik sih, tp begitu ppl started biting me in order for them to gain level, dan ngeliat org2 itu naik level n turning themselves to a scarier er.. ya.. ga scarier, weirder kali ya (ice vampire? fire werewolf?) jadi panas juga :D so everyday i got 5-7 chances to attack other creatures (ga harus v.s. creature yg sama). yah abis itu ada fight club jg sih. tp kinda lame soalnya cuma bisa berantem sekali sehari :( oh ya,.. you can also be a slayer and beat those evil creatures :D i'm all four so i'm basically very flexible and very confused :D

2. (Fluff)friend :D
ini yg bisa piara2 binatang gt. i'm having a mouse of course :D trs mouse-nya bisa dikasih makan (harus beli dulu d shop), ato ganti habitat (background pic), ato nge-race fluff friends yg lain. my mouse has their own (fluff)book profile :D trs gmn caranya dapet duit buat beli2 makanan/habitat? yak caranya dgn mem-"pet" binatang2 piaraan yg laen :D (or place winning bets on the race). tadi2nya kan ngira cuma bisa ngepet piaraan temen2 doang.. tp ternyata bisa jg ngepet binatangnya temen (selama yg punya masi on the same 'network' klo ga salah).

Oh iya, di facebook jg lebih 'restricted' soalnya you cant just view other people's profile unless you're on his/her friends' list (or on the same network.)

*) Jadi d facebook ppl are 'grouped' within networks, bisa berdasarkan regio/negara tempat tinggal, tempat kerja, atau sekolah

di dunia e-biz sendiri facebook sering dijadiin bahan diskusi: dari trend penggunaan aplikasi facebook - ada sekitar 5000 aplikasi, dan yg "top-listed" punya jutaan pengguna. Walaupun 87% dari semua itu cuma tefokus ke 84 aplikasi, dan hanya 100,000 active users (ga dijelasin sih kriteria active users apaan.. log in k aplikasi sekali sehari? ato sekali semenit? :P)

saingan facebook klo d amrik paling myspace yg lebih banyak dipake sama bands and artists buat promosiin diri (myspace bisa upload lagu dan video, bisa streaming juga dipagenya). tp toh menurut desas desus fb jg bakal nyusul buat bikin artist platform and mp3 store :p

anywaaaaaaaaaay yeah its an okay tool for notworking,.. oops i mean networking :p
altho i'd rather spend most of the time fighting with my zombie and feeding my ulmaaaaa (as oppose to 'socialising'). ya socialising ke luar atuh... meet some people, shake their hands, touch their hair, gaze deep at their eyes, hear their laughter... du du du

these are the things that had happened as i failed to control my feeling

last 2 weeks had been hectic..

several cases of emotional abuse
hurtd ppl
making promises and compromises, running from it
lied and cheated

do/say things that myb i shouldn't

and now ppl seems to move on
while once in a while they got reminded of painful memories

short sweet bliss followed by many tormenting guilt

i keep reminding myself of how much/worse this can get.. please think for the sake of others and not yours :D

think that i'm not young anymore :D

funny that these all has to happen now. at the holiest of month.
funny that all of us hv to go through this
funny that why now and like this, not at some other time, some other place
i pray for good things to come to all of us
i pray for this to make us at least closer to the Straight Way

اهدِنَــــا الصِّرَاطَ المُستَقِيمَ
صِرَاطَ الَّذِينَ أَنعَمتَ عَلَيهِمْ غَيرِ المَغضُوبِ عَلَيهِمْ وَلاَ الضَّالِّين
Guide us to the straight way; The way of those whom you have blessed, not of those who have deserved anger, nor of those who stray.