these are the things that had happened as i failed to control my feeling

last 2 weeks had been hectic..

several cases of emotional abuse
hurtd ppl
making promises and compromises, running from it
lied and cheated

do/say things that myb i shouldn't

and now ppl seems to move on
while once in a while they got reminded of painful memories

short sweet bliss followed by many tormenting guilt

i keep reminding myself of how much/worse this can get.. please think for the sake of others and not yours :D

think that i'm not young anymore :D

funny that these all has to happen now. at the holiest of month.
funny that all of us hv to go through this
funny that why now and like this, not at some other time, some other place
i pray for good things to come to all of us
i pray for this to make us at least closer to the Straight Way

اهدِنَــــا الصِّرَاطَ المُستَقِيمَ
صِرَاطَ الَّذِينَ أَنعَمتَ عَلَيهِمْ غَيرِ المَغضُوبِ عَلَيهِمْ وَلاَ الضَّالِّين
Guide us to the straight way; The way of those whom you have blessed, not of those who have deserved anger, nor of those who stray.