bulan purnama

i love it when the moon is full.
bunder keperakan di langit biru kelam.
euh
trus kmanapun sy jalan, that silvery dish would always be there
keeping watch on me
like everything in this life, the full moon nvr stay like that for a long time.
like everything in this life it has a phase

and as the moon changes, people around me change as well
mereka berevolusi,ber-revolusi,ada bilang kl mereka bermetamorfosa
ada yg bikin resolusi baru
yeah..
its not like that i want to stay this way forever and ever
i know i have to change
i know at some point i got to change
dan biasanya aku ga pduli klo org2 lain berubah
tp klo org2 deket gw yg berubah
im beginning to feel uncomfortable

its another thing that i hv to deal with

so i ask myself why so afraid to change?
why being reluctant?
is it because i already feel satisfied of what i am now?
is it because i used to believe that im better than the others n when the bitter truth said that im not, i lost all my willingness to get up and icorrect myself?
am i being arrogant for believing that this world is a big zero?
do i need to be a full-human before being unhuman?
i care a lot to other stuff but not doing the equal to myself
im so out of my self that i care less on how to control it


3 weeks to go before the next full moon