and when i see you
i really see you upside down
but my brain knows better
it picks you up and turns you around
turns you around, turns you around
if you feel discouraged
that there's a lack of color here
please don't worry lover
it's really bursting at the seems
absorbing everything
the spectrum's a to z
this fact not fiction
for the first time in years
and the girls in every girlie magazine
can't make me feel any less alone
i'm reaching for the phone
to call at 7:03 and on your machine a slur a plea for you to come home
but i know it's too late
i should have given you a reason to stay
given you a reason to stay (x3)
this is fact not fiction
for the first time in years
lack of color
4 days after chitra left. hari ini nganterin dian ma rina k airport. rumah kosong ni tinggal be-3, me, vina n ipte. doneeh n myshoutbox error. huh mbencekno. blum ngerjain resit. kudu buru2. marina tgl 5 juli baru balik dari praha. urus visa dll. emm.. bsok sore kerja, paginya ktemuan ma mba dina, trus cari kado buat ardy yg ultah d day after.
Ben Folds Five - Philosophy
Won't you look up at the skyline
at the mortar block and glass
and check out the reflections
in my eyes
you see they always
used to be there
even when this all was grass
and I sang and danced
about a high-rise
you were laughing at
my helmet hat
laughing at my torch
CHORUS
Go ahead you can
laugh all you want
I got my philosophy
keeps my feet on the ground
and I trust it like the ground
and that's why my philosophy(my phil-)
it keeps me walking when I'm falling down(o-so-phy)
I see that there is evil
and I know that there is good
and the inbetweens
I never understood
won't you look at me
I'm crazy
but I get the job done
yeah I'm crazy
but I get the job done
CHORUS
I pushed you 'cause
I loved you guys
I didn't realize
you weren't having fun
I dragged you up the stairs
and I told you to fly
you were flapping your arms
you started to cry
you were too high
too high
You may take this all for granted
take the mortar, block and glass
and you forget the speech
that moved the stone
but it's really not that you can't see
the forest for the trees
you've never been out
in the woods alone
So you can laugh
all you want to
But I got my philosophy
keeps my feet on the ground
and I love you
you're my friend
but you got no philosophy
now it's time for this song to end
at the mortar block and glass
and check out the reflections
in my eyes
you see they always
used to be there
even when this all was grass
and I sang and danced
about a high-rise
you were laughing at
my helmet hat
laughing at my torch
CHORUS
Go ahead you can
laugh all you want
I got my philosophy
keeps my feet on the ground
and I trust it like the ground
and that's why my philosophy(my phil-)
it keeps me walking when I'm falling down(o-so-phy)
I see that there is evil
and I know that there is good
and the inbetweens
I never understood
won't you look at me
I'm crazy
but I get the job done
yeah I'm crazy
but I get the job done
CHORUS
I pushed you 'cause
I loved you guys
I didn't realize
you weren't having fun
I dragged you up the stairs
and I told you to fly
you were flapping your arms
you started to cry
you were too high
too high
You may take this all for granted
take the mortar, block and glass
and you forget the speech
that moved the stone
but it's really not that you can't see
the forest for the trees
you've never been out
in the woods alone
So you can laugh
all you want to
But I got my philosophy
keeps my feet on the ground
and I love you
you're my friend
but you got no philosophy
now it's time for this song to end
uR ConGraTuLatiONs
what did i told you? 1.50? hell.. i'll be 45 minutes late!
saudara-saudariku yang terhormat, ulma was late again.
12.00 - woke up
12.05 - Remembered that I had to call Sylvia bout today's acara
12.10 - YM Anggi n Neysa, asked for Sylvia's numer, Neysa's phone'd been dead for quite a long time. Low batt and no charger (oh dear..). Neysa was not really there, waited for her to come back. Neysa was back, swapped SIM-card with Anggi. Got Sylvia's number
12.15 - SMS Sylvia from Ifta's mobile, asked her to call back
12.20 - Sylvia called, apparently she also had just woke up (me ngereceive her call di wc, accomplishing my morning duty *wink), we decided to meet at the Central Station at quarter to 2. Ulm k ruang tamu, mendengarkan 'kisah kencan'
12.45 - wandering around da kitchen quite aimlessly, sambil manasin air buat kopi
12.50 - ke kamar, browsing Friendster
13.00 - ke dapur lagi, manasin air lagi.. bengong
13.05 - bikin kopi, ke kamar, browsing2, bener2in blog.. until...
13.31 - WHAT THE F***?????!!!!!
well.. i finally got to the Central Station 14.25 as I arrived (shame on you!)
muter2 CS nyari kado, akhirny ke drugstore beli bantal beraroma peppermint; 2 geurzakjes (fragrance-packets), aroma oriental ma aroma embuh satuny, tapi lambangny hati, so I guess it'd b perfect for the two lovebirds; 1 packet of 20 teabags with 5 different scents. Minta dibungkusin ma mbakny, sambil gitu nulis kartu, dibantuin si Sylvia buat nulis kata2 Blandanya.
15.20 - nyari2 bis buat k sana. realizing it wouldnt come within 25 minutes, me n Sylvia nyari Smullers dulu beli kleine frites met mayo (njreet karbohidrat abis!)
fast forward>> ktinggalan bis :p nunggu yg 16.15
fast forward>> muter2 di Veemkade nyari 'gamelanhuis' (jalan udah bener. tapi kok ga keliatan ya?) - the time was 17.15, akhirny mutusin buat nelp. cari tau (tapi kan ulm ga punya pulsa..)
anyho.. we finally found the gamelan huis.. got in, found oom Rob n Mirella, congratulated them for their umm 60 year of living together..
saudara-saudariku yang terhormat, ulma was late again.
12.00 - woke up
12.05 - Remembered that I had to call Sylvia bout today's acara
12.10 - YM Anggi n Neysa, asked for Sylvia's numer, Neysa's phone'd been dead for quite a long time. Low batt and no charger (oh dear..). Neysa was not really there, waited for her to come back. Neysa was back, swapped SIM-card with Anggi. Got Sylvia's number
12.15 - SMS Sylvia from Ifta's mobile, asked her to call back
12.20 - Sylvia called, apparently she also had just woke up (me ngereceive her call di wc, accomplishing my morning duty *wink), we decided to meet at the Central Station at quarter to 2. Ulm k ruang tamu, mendengarkan 'kisah kencan'
12.45 - wandering around da kitchen quite aimlessly, sambil manasin air buat kopi
12.50 - ke kamar, browsing Friendster
13.00 - ke dapur lagi, manasin air lagi.. bengong
13.05 - bikin kopi, ke kamar, browsing2, bener2in blog.. until...
13.31 - WHAT THE F***?????!!!!!
well.. i finally got to the Central Station 14.25 as I arrived (shame on you!)
muter2 CS nyari kado, akhirny ke drugstore beli bantal beraroma peppermint; 2 geurzakjes (fragrance-packets), aroma oriental ma aroma embuh satuny, tapi lambangny hati, so I guess it'd b perfect for the two lovebirds; 1 packet of 20 teabags with 5 different scents. Minta dibungkusin ma mbakny, sambil gitu nulis kartu, dibantuin si Sylvia buat nulis kata2 Blandanya.
15.20 - nyari2 bis buat k sana. realizing it wouldnt come within 25 minutes, me n Sylvia nyari Smullers dulu beli kleine frites met mayo (njreet karbohidrat abis!)
fast forward>> ktinggalan bis :p nunggu yg 16.15
fast forward>> muter2 di Veemkade nyari 'gamelanhuis' (jalan udah bener. tapi kok ga keliatan ya?) - the time was 17.15, akhirny mutusin buat nelp. cari tau (tapi kan ulm ga punya pulsa..)
anyho.. we finally found the gamelan huis.. got in, found oom Rob n Mirella, congratulated them for their umm 60 year of living together..
ngetes trackback
http://haloscan.com/tb/ulmster/108829234463465685.. wut this trackback supposed to mean anyway??
..Hup! Holland, Hup!
huhuh.. oke deh, me no maniak futbol, tapi seenggakny living in the NL had made me more aware of this football thingy, especially the Oranjes yg lagi seru2ny tanding di Piala Eropa (d sini sih namanya EK -Europeesche Kop or sumthin *ngasal mode ON*). Tadi si ge nontonny ma ardy n widy abis kerja gitu. Kuduny si jam 10 udh pada cabut, tapi decided buat stay en nglanjutin nonton NL-Sweden yg kykny seru abis. Gw yg ga ngerti bola pun mikir tu dua negara maennya keren ("ni dia yg namany seperempat final!".. quoting from Ardy). Dan kami b-3 ga nyesel deh buat mutusin ga pulang cepet2, coz worth it kok nungguin sampe penalti, dan.. sampe sampe NL menang!! huhuh.. well i wont narate again how it all happened, not quite good @ narrating a story :p well you can check the reportings here.. www.euro2004.com
Sbenerny si kita be-3 ga ad yg terlalu suka bola, kebawa suasana aja kali yah..,like wktu kita keluar dari Warung tempat kita kerja, orang2 Londo gendeng itu yg pada tereak2 keluar, nyanyi2 lah, niup2 trompet, well anything that would express their happiness and excitement. Dan otomatis kita yg lag d situ pun jadi ikutan seneng ^^. maybe bakal lbih seneng lagi klo saat itu kita nontonnya bareng date kita d tempat seru macem Korsakov (a spill of what one of my housemate's been doing @ the time i was writing this blog ;p). Seandainya gw ada d Indo, gw ga yakin bakal ngikutin ni piala eropa, i'd thought, 'the hell wit it'.. well that's what i did on last year's UEFA Cup anyway...
Spulang dari Warung, guess what.. Ha-Pe gw ktinggalan d mobilny Ardy :'( oh ya sudah, after i called him using Dian's mobile, gw bilang klo ge ngambil hp gw Slasa aja.. toch Slasa dia kerja, n ge juga kerja. Huhuh.. me bakal having no mobile for this 3 days ^^ menyenangkan. Well whoever who read this post, dont try to call me at least until Tuesday evening.. coz i WONT answer it ;P dan klo pun trus dijawab, IT WONT BE ME!!!
hape ulma yang terdampar d mobil ardy
Luckily I called my Mum earlier this evening.. jadiny Insya Allah no worries about loosing contact with 'em for this couple of days. Me miss me mum n dad :(, abis gw nelp. entah mengapa i felt sooo bad.. i even felt like i was about to cry. Tapi ga bisa nangis coz wktu itu gw lagi ngbungkus kerupuk (pa hub.ny coba :p). Well d sbelah gw ada si ardy itu, jadiny i just stared hard to the ceiling, like expecting it to fall off. Tambah pengen nangis pas Ayah bilang ,"ya sekarang kmu on your own, you have to take care of your own responsibilites (menyangkut kerjaan, studi, dll.), Ayah serahin semua ke kamu, you have to take care for yourself there." Hu-uhh.. jadi ngerasa sedih banget, sudah sebegitu terlepasnyakah aku dari beban ortu? i still want to be a daughter yang bisa maen2, fooling around, coz i got my parents to take care of the rest (:P huhuh.. pmikiran anak yg ngatjow). Hu-uhhh..! OK, OK, Dad! Ulma ngangguk2 aja tadi. he also reminded me to arrange the flight ticket to Indo A.S.A.P., and inform all responsible parties about the flight, the book, the payment *underline* (ga tau boso HTMLe underline :p) etc. etc.
After about 18 minutes of conversation, we ended the call with a vocal hugs and kisses (maksute cuma ngomong "hugs and kisses, Dad!"), dan Ulma pun kembali membungkusi kerupuk. Hari ini ada 5 kardus yang berhasil dibungkus, isinya Borrel Garnalen, Opak Pikant, Emping, Borrel Knoflook, ma Borrel Vis n me pun berhasil membawa kurlebs 1kg krupuk ke rumah xD kekke.. kiddin, ga nyampe sekilo ah, paling juga 500 g ;) Abis ngebungkusin, ulma pun join "tim depan" hehe.. cuma si Widy sih :p smentara si Ardy lagi ngurusin catering. dan about 30 menit kemudian, dateng ni tante tante, bersama pasukannya (jadi total ada 2 tante dan 3 oom oom, kelimanya berusia 55-60 lah). Mreka mesen gede gitu, bami minta 1,5 kg, trus lauk2nya juga yg lngsung minta satu bak gede gitu, untung si Ardy juga akhirny dateng k depan ngebantuin, jadi si Widy bisa ngelayanin klanten yg laen. huh huh.. pokokny pas mereka pergi Warung yg kaya abis kerampokan gitu,.. ffuhh!!
Tapi overall sih hari ini ga gitu rame, cuma yg 5 sekawan tante-tante oom-oom aja yg bikin kita ngos2an. The UEFA 2004 Cup had been the answer to the 'still'ness of my workplace (huhuh.. inggris gw jelek banget). Hari ini si anak-lucu-vegetarian ga dateng ke warung :( (oohh.. apa coba).
Pulang ke rumah, ya gitu, after nyadarin klo ge lupa bawa hape, me menegur mba dina yg sedang oL d YaMess dengan 'Penampakan mode On'-nya, huhuh.. this means that she has her webcam on. me clicked her and then konversasi pun mengalir.. tentang apa? what else if not the Dutch's victorious penalty kicks (Oranje Boven!!)?, dan cowo2 lucu yg berhasil kita spot slama pertandingan tntunya ;) hehehe.. girls will always be girls !!! *girly mode ON*
Well kita juga ngediscuss bout this Sunday's acara. Yep, Minggu 27 Juni ini Oom Rob my gamelan coach will celebrate his 35th year of LIVING TOGETHER with her partner! yak, again kata2 Living Together perlu digaris-bawahi. Living Together is Samenwonend is Kumpul Kebo!! they've lived together for THIRTY-FIVE YEARS!! all this time!! ternyata!!! padahal anakny yg udah 2 gede gede gitu!! well me noticed sih kmaren2, kok ni suami istri eh pasangan nama blakangny ga sama.. well at least kan kudune istriny make nama blakang suaminy, nah ini kok engga, oom Robnya Rob van Albada, dan istri..eh pasangannya Mirella Karpe, yang stelah ditelusuri ternyata beliau punya darah Rusia dari kakeknya. Ternyata oh, ternyata..
Hehe.. ok, me wrote long enough tonite.. ah menyenangkan.. setelah lama tak menulis :P nite nite, and take care everyone ^^
Sbenerny si kita be-3 ga ad yg terlalu suka bola, kebawa suasana aja kali yah..,like wktu kita keluar dari Warung tempat kita kerja, orang2 Londo gendeng itu yg pada tereak2 keluar, nyanyi2 lah, niup2 trompet, well anything that would express their happiness and excitement. Dan otomatis kita yg lag d situ pun jadi ikutan seneng ^^. maybe bakal lbih seneng lagi klo saat itu kita nontonnya bareng date kita d tempat seru macem Korsakov (a spill of what one of my housemate's been doing @ the time i was writing this blog ;p). Seandainya gw ada d Indo, gw ga yakin bakal ngikutin ni piala eropa, i'd thought, 'the hell wit it'.. well that's what i did on last year's UEFA Cup anyway...
Spulang dari Warung, guess what.. Ha-Pe gw ktinggalan d mobilny Ardy :'( oh ya sudah, after i called him using Dian's mobile, gw bilang klo ge ngambil hp gw Slasa aja.. toch Slasa dia kerja, n ge juga kerja. Huhuh.. me bakal having no mobile for this 3 days ^^ menyenangkan. Well whoever who read this post, dont try to call me at least until Tuesday evening.. coz i WONT answer it ;P dan klo pun trus dijawab, IT WONT BE ME!!!
hape ulma yang terdampar d mobil ardy
Luckily I called my Mum earlier this evening.. jadiny Insya Allah no worries about loosing contact with 'em for this couple of days. Me miss me mum n dad :(, abis gw nelp. entah mengapa i felt sooo bad.. i even felt like i was about to cry. Tapi ga bisa nangis coz wktu itu gw lagi ngbungkus kerupuk (pa hub.ny coba :p). Well d sbelah gw ada si ardy itu, jadiny i just stared hard to the ceiling, like expecting it to fall off. Tambah pengen nangis pas Ayah bilang ,"ya sekarang kmu on your own, you have to take care of your own responsibilites (menyangkut kerjaan, studi, dll.), Ayah serahin semua ke kamu, you have to take care for yourself there." Hu-uhh.. jadi ngerasa sedih banget, sudah sebegitu terlepasnyakah aku dari beban ortu? i still want to be a daughter yang bisa maen2, fooling around, coz i got my parents to take care of the rest (:P huhuh.. pmikiran anak yg ngatjow). Hu-uhhh..! OK, OK, Dad! Ulma ngangguk2 aja tadi. he also reminded me to arrange the flight ticket to Indo A.S.A.P., and inform all responsible parties about the flight, the book, the payment *underline* (ga tau boso HTMLe underline :p) etc. etc.
After about 18 minutes of conversation, we ended the call with a vocal hugs and kisses (maksute cuma ngomong "hugs and kisses, Dad!"), dan Ulma pun kembali membungkusi kerupuk. Hari ini ada 5 kardus yang berhasil dibungkus, isinya Borrel Garnalen, Opak Pikant, Emping, Borrel Knoflook, ma Borrel Vis n me pun berhasil membawa kurlebs 1kg krupuk ke rumah xD kekke.. kiddin, ga nyampe sekilo ah, paling juga 500 g ;) Abis ngebungkusin, ulma pun join "tim depan" hehe.. cuma si Widy sih :p smentara si Ardy lagi ngurusin catering. dan about 30 menit kemudian, dateng ni tante tante, bersama pasukannya (jadi total ada 2 tante dan 3 oom oom, kelimanya berusia 55-60 lah). Mreka mesen gede gitu, bami minta 1,5 kg, trus lauk2nya juga yg lngsung minta satu bak gede gitu, untung si Ardy juga akhirny dateng k depan ngebantuin, jadi si Widy bisa ngelayanin klanten yg laen. huh huh.. pokokny pas mereka pergi Warung yg kaya abis kerampokan gitu,.. ffuhh!!
Tapi overall sih hari ini ga gitu rame, cuma yg 5 sekawan tante-tante oom-oom aja yg bikin kita ngos2an. The UEFA 2004 Cup had been the answer to the 'still'ness of my workplace (huhuh.. inggris gw jelek banget). Hari ini si anak-lucu-vegetarian ga dateng ke warung :( (oohh.. apa coba).
Pulang ke rumah, ya gitu, after nyadarin klo ge lupa bawa hape, me menegur mba dina yg sedang oL d YaMess dengan 'Penampakan mode On'-nya, huhuh.. this means that she has her webcam on. me clicked her and then konversasi pun mengalir.. tentang apa? what else if not the Dutch's victorious penalty kicks (Oranje Boven!!)?, dan cowo2 lucu yg berhasil kita spot slama pertandingan tntunya ;) hehehe.. girls will always be girls !!! *girly mode ON*
Well kita juga ngediscuss bout this Sunday's acara. Yep, Minggu 27 Juni ini Oom Rob my gamelan coach will celebrate his 35th year of LIVING TOGETHER with her partner! yak, again kata2 Living Together perlu digaris-bawahi. Living Together is Samenwonend is Kumpul Kebo!! they've lived together for THIRTY-FIVE YEARS!! all this time!! ternyata!!! padahal anakny yg udah 2 gede gede gitu!! well me noticed sih kmaren2, kok ni suami istri eh pasangan nama blakangny ga sama.. well at least kan kudune istriny make nama blakang suaminy, nah ini kok engga, oom Robnya Rob van Albada, dan istri..eh pasangannya Mirella Karpe, yang stelah ditelusuri ternyata beliau punya darah Rusia dari kakeknya. Ternyata oh, ternyata..
Hehe.. ok, me wrote long enough tonite.. ah menyenangkan.. setelah lama tak menulis :P nite nite, and take care everyone ^^
a bitter day to end a bitter week
and yeah, nothing fails to assault a sleeping monkey.
today just went by so fast. nothing interesting happened. so... lame. very tired. warung hari ini lumayan banyak pengunjung, ge yg ga brenti nglayanin klanten dari jam 1/2 6 sampe 3,5 jam berikutnya pas udah waktunya tutup. haiks... did it make any difference to may payment? no-o.. hell no.
nelp. ngasi tau klo p'bayaran mei kmaren ga bisa ditarik dari bank account, artinya.. tu rekening udh kosong (aww..shucks!). Tau deh ni bisa ngebayar dalam 4 hari pa engga, klo engga.. paling ya dicabut, mbuh wes.. (ga bakal sampe pengadilan kan?? :S).
pas pulang, ngecek kotak surat, kiriman barang dari
dah nyampe ^^.. tebak ulma beli apa?? 2 mascara bodyshop, 1 bening 1 item.. cost total + ongkos kirim dari jerman: 5 euros.. aint that nice :) luuuvvv ebay!! btw mreka ga butuh credit card kok, bwat yg punya internet bankieren, bisa langsung overboeking gituh.. so plain easy and simple (jiwa spg membara). Suka nemu barang lucu2 murah2 pula, tapi ya.. oke emang musti ngepasin jadwal gitu, buat ngebid. trus deskripsi barang ma penjualny juga diperhatiin bener2, bwat yg ga punya credit card, make sure klo si penjual bersedia dibayar lewat account-transfer. Trus klo anak NL, biasany si yg enak dapet barang dari NL juga, ato jerman (ebay.de), belgium (ebay.be), klo uk mybe dah mulai ribet (walopun ga juga), yah.. US tu yg rada susah, selain riskan (kepisah) jauh banget, en jarang yg bisa dibayar lewat transfer rekening.
u yeah, diet juga tidak berjalan dengan semestinya. Ge harusny blanja buat suplai hari 8-13, but berhubung ga ada duit.. :-p bye bye diet
(diam, ngedengerin Blink 182- I Miss You dengan khidmat) -->
yah gitu deh
today just went by so fast. nothing interesting happened. so... lame. very tired. warung hari ini lumayan banyak pengunjung, ge yg ga brenti nglayanin klanten dari jam 1/2 6 sampe 3,5 jam berikutnya pas udah waktunya tutup. haiks... did it make any difference to may payment? no-o.. hell no.
nelp. ngasi tau klo p'bayaran mei kmaren ga bisa ditarik dari bank account, artinya.. tu rekening udh kosong (aww..shucks!). Tau deh ni bisa ngebayar dalam 4 hari pa engga, klo engga.. paling ya dicabut, mbuh wes.. (ga bakal sampe pengadilan kan?? :S).
pas pulang, ngecek kotak surat, kiriman barang dari
dah nyampe ^^.. tebak ulma beli apa?? 2 mascara bodyshop, 1 bening 1 item.. cost total + ongkos kirim dari jerman: 5 euros.. aint that nice :) luuuvvv ebay!! btw mreka ga butuh credit card kok, bwat yg punya internet bankieren, bisa langsung overboeking gituh.. so plain easy and simple (jiwa spg membara). Suka nemu barang lucu2 murah2 pula, tapi ya.. oke emang musti ngepasin jadwal gitu, buat ngebid. trus deskripsi barang ma penjualny juga diperhatiin bener2, bwat yg ga punya credit card, make sure klo si penjual bersedia dibayar lewat account-transfer. Trus klo anak NL, biasany si yg enak dapet barang dari NL juga, ato jerman (ebay.de), belgium (ebay.be), klo uk mybe dah mulai ribet (walopun ga juga), yah.. US tu yg rada susah, selain riskan (kepisah) jauh banget, en jarang yg bisa dibayar lewat transfer rekening.
u yeah, diet juga tidak berjalan dengan semestinya. Ge harusny blanja buat suplai hari 8-13, but berhubung ga ada duit.. :-p bye bye diet
(diam, ngedengerin Blink 182- I Miss You dengan khidmat) -->
yah gitu deh
jurnal seorang pendiet
it's monday!!! hari ini rasanya me akan bermalas2an, kekekeke.. whoops tapi tidak! oh tidak! got a personal reflective report ahead, blum juga group file o_O (sigh..) tapi sebelum nerve kerajinan bereaksi (biasany butuh 6-10 jam :p) let's review the diet i've been doing so far, shall we? today's my fourth day, and i've lost 3 kilos already ^^ hari ini menu sarapannya bole ditambah roti (plain roti), and of course, cuppa coffee with a table-spoonful of sugar (no milk). At first,i thought that having such diet would be very torturous (as the adjective to torture ;p --> me too lazy to look it up in a dictionary). But no no no, the meals are quite heapful, i mean.. i had to take out somethings just not to throw up. For example, i do not add meat (well almost) anymore. In the end, I wish that i could loose weigh faster this way ;)
In addition to the dietary meals, i've been trying to exercise!! ha..ha..ha..ha.. well i did a 10 minutes umm.. exercise with a whachammacallit (???) last night, while watching 'Scream' in Mtv (they've been playing several blockbusters these past weeks). See.. we have this thing here at our flat, a fitness tool that shaped like an iron horse with a bike saddle and retractable foot-stepping (hehe.. ok, maybe i'm not that good at describing things, umm.. but lemme look for the picture in google)
(2 minutes later)
oh forget it,.. well it's a thing which you can ride on, no electrical units required, it also got a handle like a bike. The handle can be pulled towards you, as your leg pushes the foot-place, and yeah.. it kinda exercise your arm and leg muscle tone.. and i guess it should also tone your abs if you hold your stomach while doing the umm..exercise.
oh yea.. tomorrow i have to prepare fot the hardest..brace myself for the most indespicable.. held my high upward for the horror of.. RAW CARROT (eeeeeuuuuuggggghhh...*sputter..cough..puking*). Well..not exactly RAW as in fresh from the hearth, full with worms and germs and God knows what else, i can speed-boil it, to boil the ugly big (it has to be BIG) carrot within a short period of time. I hope my stomach could handle the distress.
Talk about distress, another horrifying thing is that i should not, MUST not eat after 6 pm.. which is.. VERY VERY HARD!!! The truth is, i could not stop myself from snacking :"> Well.. i tried not to gaggle down cakes, since.. there is no cakes, two-third of my house is on a diet. So I start to lay my hands on anything edible laying nearby. Like tonite, an undiet friend came home and brought in a.. err..cake :p so i ate a slice, and.. WHAT?? Dont stare at me like that!! it's only ONE-THIN SLICE!!! and i burned that down with the doing the fitness-thingy anyway.. (you should feel very embarassed now, ulma)
hmm.. maybe i should disciplined myself more in order to succeed, you know.. follow the rule. me is not a follow-the-rule person, but.. me should try harder!!! 9 more days to go!! And.. as a famous dietician said .. 'The difference between just living and living when you're really on your game is dramatic.' (ain't that so american?.. 'dramatic') Guess who said that? ten pats on the back for you if you guessed Robert C. Atkins, M.D., the founder and medical chair of The Atkins Center for Complementary Medicine, in New York City.
In addition to the dietary meals, i've been trying to exercise!! ha..ha..ha..ha.. well i did a 10 minutes umm.. exercise with a whachammacallit (???) last night, while watching 'Scream' in Mtv (they've been playing several blockbusters these past weeks). See.. we have this thing here at our flat, a fitness tool that shaped like an iron horse with a bike saddle and retractable foot-stepping (hehe.. ok, maybe i'm not that good at describing things, umm.. but lemme look for the picture in google)
(2 minutes later)
oh forget it,.. well it's a thing which you can ride on, no electrical units required, it also got a handle like a bike. The handle can be pulled towards you, as your leg pushes the foot-place, and yeah.. it kinda exercise your arm and leg muscle tone.. and i guess it should also tone your abs if you hold your stomach while doing the umm..exercise.
oh yea.. tomorrow i have to prepare fot the hardest..brace myself for the most indespicable.. held my high upward for the horror of.. RAW CARROT (eeeeeuuuuuggggghhh...*sputter..cough..puking*). Well..not exactly RAW as in fresh from the hearth, full with worms and germs and God knows what else, i can speed-boil it, to boil the ugly big (it has to be BIG) carrot within a short period of time. I hope my stomach could handle the distress.
Talk about distress, another horrifying thing is that i should not, MUST not eat after 6 pm.. which is.. VERY VERY HARD!!! The truth is, i could not stop myself from snacking :"> Well.. i tried not to gaggle down cakes, since.. there is no cakes, two-third of my house is on a diet. So I start to lay my hands on anything edible laying nearby. Like tonite, an undiet friend came home and brought in a.. err..cake :p so i ate a slice, and.. WHAT?? Dont stare at me like that!! it's only ONE-THIN SLICE!!! and i burned that down with the doing the fitness-thingy anyway.. (you should feel very embarassed now, ulma)
hmm.. maybe i should disciplined myself more in order to succeed, you know.. follow the rule. me is not a follow-the-rule person, but.. me should try harder!!! 9 more days to go!! And.. as a famous dietician said .. 'The difference between just living and living when you're really on your game is dramatic.' (ain't that so american?.. 'dramatic') Guess who said that? ten pats on the back for you if you guessed Robert C. Atkins, M.D., the founder and medical chair of The Atkins Center for Complementary Medicine, in New York City.
just-an-evening
When I woke up this morning, the first thing that came into my mind was.. shit, i forgot to take off my lenses again. 'twas already twelve and today's my third diet day :D Oh dear..
today, i went to the Pathe with this cute american bloke, we watched the day after tomorrow. not quite a date to remember, since.. no emotional click and basically i/we are not each other's type (i guess). the movie juga basically biasa ajah,well.. keren sih, the snow cyclone and all that, and ada ombak gede ngehantam new york, jadi keinget Deep Impact (blum nonton). By the by, i love movies that has something to do with coldness, ice, snows, blizzards, you name 'em. Trus usaha survivingnya tu anak2 melawan dingin lumayan keren, mana si Sam (Jack Gyllenhaal, si Donnie Darko *screams*) juga worth eye-gagging (hek ehek..) and pas pulang tergoda pengen beli mcFlurry =p~ but still remember that i has a bigger goal, the better good.. MY DIET. So instead of following this un-healthy lust of mine, i just stopped at ah-to-go and bought a healthy Belgian-tapped-1,40 euro ah-mineral water instead.
Darling Jack in Donnie Darko with that evil-looking wabbit :S (not in the middle)
Mouth-watering flurry =9~
I didnt really eat junk food when i went out, me ordered a salad rusiani or something at a pizzeria and the bloke ordered a taggliateli, or was it something else? a tap water and diet coke, he gurggled down the ice-cube :D me ordered an orange juice. I paid off dinner since i was late (ulmaaa......!!!!) we were supposed to meet at 5 at this bend in kalverstraat and i made it to that place 20 minutes later (SHAME ON YOU!). THe salad was DAMN LOT! me didnt finish it off (feel bad bout it v_v) just ate the tuna, some sweet beans (kidney beans??) and of course, lovely-red tomatoes.. robbed my purse for a 22,15.. not quite much well 20, seth (whoops.. now i mentioned his name), paid off the 2,15.. make it 3 including the tip.
so.. 18.10 we walked back to Pathe-Munt the movie err.. the theatre door was open at 18.20. After the movie, we walked to the damrak, and parted there coz this little mouse had to go to the central station, and take the metro 54. And that's the end..
today, i went to the Pathe with this cute american bloke, we watched the day after tomorrow. not quite a date to remember, since.. no emotional click and basically i/we are not each other's type (i guess). the movie juga basically biasa ajah,well.. keren sih, the snow cyclone and all that, and ada ombak gede ngehantam new york, jadi keinget Deep Impact (blum nonton). By the by, i love movies that has something to do with coldness, ice, snows, blizzards, you name 'em. Trus usaha survivingnya tu anak2 melawan dingin lumayan keren, mana si Sam (Jack Gyllenhaal, si Donnie Darko *screams*) juga worth eye-gagging (hek ehek..) and pas pulang tergoda pengen beli mcFlurry =p~ but still remember that i has a bigger goal, the better good.. MY DIET. So instead of following this un-healthy lust of mine, i just stopped at ah-to-go and bought a healthy Belgian-tapped-1,40 euro ah-mineral water instead.
Darling Jack in Donnie Darko with that evil-looking wabbit :S (not in the middle)
Mouth-watering flurry =9~
I didnt really eat junk food when i went out, me ordered a salad rusiani or something at a pizzeria and the bloke ordered a taggliateli, or was it something else? a tap water and diet coke, he gurggled down the ice-cube :D me ordered an orange juice. I paid off dinner since i was late (ulmaaa......!!!!) we were supposed to meet at 5 at this bend in kalverstraat and i made it to that place 20 minutes later (SHAME ON YOU!). THe salad was DAMN LOT! me didnt finish it off (feel bad bout it v_v) just ate the tuna, some sweet beans (kidney beans??) and of course, lovely-red tomatoes.. robbed my purse for a 22,15.. not quite much well 20, seth (whoops.. now i mentioned his name), paid off the 2,15.. make it 3 including the tip.
so.. 18.10 we walked back to Pathe-Munt the movie err.. the theatre door was open at 18.20. After the movie, we walked to the damrak, and parted there coz this little mouse had to go to the central station, and take the metro 54. And that's the end..
pokoknya nyenengke
okeyh, so hari ini deadline buat end report, hari exam oral communication, dan ulma ngantuk, hahaha... well ga tau ni mo nulis apaan. Sebenernya tadi mikir, since this day is a special day, jadi seenggakny aku harus nulis something d blog. Kenapa spesial? Coz ya gitu, deadline end report! exam! sminggu lagi presentasi stlh itu sekolah resmi berakhir... ! (Wlopiun masi banyak resit yg harus dihadapi :'() Dan juga dari kemaren2 kayakny punya ide buat nulis gitu, tapi pas nyampe rumah, mbuka laptop, kok ilang ya... *pssshttt* Yah.. sayang.. Akhirny malah nulis hal2 yg tidak berguna dan sebenarnya tak bermaksud sama sekali.. Terus lagi, judul yg di atas tu cuma gara2 pas kmaren, lagi ngelap2 tombang d Warung Bandung, ngliat video klipnya Nelly Furtado yg judulny 'Forca'. Vidklipnya kerenzi...jadi inget budaya gotong-royong di Indo, en pas ngeliat tu video emang kerasa gimana gitu, "ternyata masih ada sisi dunia yang indah" hehehe.. apa coba. Walopun sometimes gw suka tiba2 anti-sosial, I think togetherness itu indah banget, dimana everything's possible, dan kayaknya ga ada yang ga mungkin when you put on 2 heads or more on to something.
So,.. iya hari ini belanja (lagi) beli salad gitu, tpi ga gitu enak (bllrrttt...) :-P sama Vina en Chitra. Si Vina sih yg tadiny pengen blanja, ge ma chitra cuma nemenin.. eh tau2 ge inget klo pengharum WC dah abis, jadi ge beli. Eh terus si chitra pengen makanan langsung jadi, trus pengen bakmie, trus jalan nglewatin tempat salad pengen salad, trus ad tuna, eh kok pengen ya, trus abis ngambil tuna, tiba2 nyambungny pengen beli pizza. Pas jalan ke pizza nglewatin tempat buah, ada nectarine gitu... eh beli deh. Trus si chitra beli kacang panjang, sblumnya juga udh beli chocolate stick gtu.. and finally pas lagi jalan ke kasir, tangan gw nyomoy Buggle yg Nacho Cheese... ealahhhh :-! Padahal kemaren udah belanja :-
So,.. iya hari ini belanja (lagi) beli salad gitu, tpi ga gitu enak (bllrrttt...) :-P sama Vina en Chitra. Si Vina sih yg tadiny pengen blanja, ge ma chitra cuma nemenin.. eh tau2 ge inget klo pengharum WC dah abis, jadi ge beli. Eh terus si chitra pengen makanan langsung jadi, trus pengen bakmie, trus jalan nglewatin tempat salad pengen salad, trus ad tuna, eh kok pengen ya, trus abis ngambil tuna, tiba2 nyambungny pengen beli pizza. Pas jalan ke pizza nglewatin tempat buah, ada nectarine gitu... eh beli deh. Trus si chitra beli kacang panjang, sblumnya juga udh beli chocolate stick gtu.. and finally pas lagi jalan ke kasir, tangan gw nyomoy Buggle yg Nacho Cheese... ealahhhh :-! Padahal kemaren udah belanja :-
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celoteh pukul tiga pagi
Lapar
haus
Report blum slese
pegal
entar kelas
terus kerja
bingung
salah ga ya?
tapi kalo ga gitu ga bisa
tapi apa harus?
nyoba jadi anak baik tapi ga bisa
gini dulu aja
ulma kamu menyedihkan sekali
oh adzan subuh sudah berkumandang (03.04)
--
haus
Report blum slese
pegal
entar kelas
terus kerja
bingung
salah ga ya?
tapi kalo ga gitu ga bisa
tapi apa harus?
nyoba jadi anak baik tapi ga bisa
gini dulu aja
ulma kamu menyedihkan sekali
oh adzan subuh sudah berkumandang (03.04)
--
udah ah
sekali lagi saya tetapkan: SAYA MAU CUEK AJAHH!!!!! CONCENTRATE ON MYSELF!!!! DO WHATEVER I THINK would MAKE MYSELF FEEL GOOD!!!! the HELL with WHAT everybody WOULD think!!!!!
Another dose of Badly Drawn Boy
Still can not get enough of him! Terimakasih kpd teman saya yang telah memperkenalkan saya pada BDB..
Once Around the Block
You quiver like a candle on fire
I'm putting you out
Maybe tonight we could be the last shout
But I'm fascinated by your style
Your beauty will last for a while
You're feeling instead of being
The more that I live on the inside
There's nothing to give
I'm infatuated by your moves
I've got to search hard for your clues
I want to repair your desire
And call it a gift
That I stole from just wanting to live
Now I see the vision through your eyes
Your innocence no longer fuels surprise
Trying to outrun your fear
Running to lose
Heart on your sleeve and your sole in your shoes
Take a left,
A sharp left
And another left, meet me on the corner
And we'll start, again.
Once Around the Block
You quiver like a candle on fire
I'm putting you out
Maybe tonight we could be the last shout
But I'm fascinated by your style
Your beauty will last for a while
You're feeling instead of being
The more that I live on the inside
There's nothing to give
I'm infatuated by your moves
I've got to search hard for your clues
I want to repair your desire
And call it a gift
That I stole from just wanting to live
Now I see the vision through your eyes
Your innocence no longer fuels surprise
Trying to outrun your fear
Running to lose
Heart on your sleeve and your sole in your shoes
Take a left,
A sharp left
And another left, meet me on the corner
And we'll start, again.
sekedar pemberitahuan
huhuh.. si DIAN akhirny bikin blog buat ngangkat 'sisi komersial'nya..check her blog out: weirdian.blogspot.com, and no Dian,u r not weird, u're pretty damn special ^^ luvya, gurl!
Times like these (bukan laguny Foo Fighters)
In times like these..
I want to run away
I want to forget the things
That's been done
That's been said
Squeezed my eyes shut
Rammed my head, but
The images kept on walking
They tramping on
My head's a-turning
Time's a-waisting
erase the memories from my head
scratch off the picture that said
i'll wait you in alabama
where there's sun and banana
the hell with the sun
somebody give me a gun
Blow my head off
dug me a grave on
high hill and chilly wind
choke me please
somebody kill me please
I want to run away
I want to forget the things
That's been done
That's been said
Squeezed my eyes shut
Rammed my head, but
The images kept on walking
They tramping on
My head's a-turning
Time's a-waisting
erase the memories from my head
scratch off the picture that said
i'll wait you in alabama
where there's sun and banana
the hell with the sun
somebody give me a gun
Blow my head off
dug me a grave on
high hill and chilly wind
choke me please
somebody kill me please
Post Singkat di Pagi Hari Jumat (atau Jumat Hari Pagi? Pagi Jumat Hari? Hari Jumat Pagi?... oooopps.. kayaknya yang ini deh)
OK..
hARI Jumat, waktunya membabu dan nge-refill dompet ^^
Trus.. dapet email dari Nina Spasikova, tentang struktur report yg dirapatin kemaren (Cieh.. gaya banget 'rapat').. sebenerny sih lbih banyak cela-mencela, ngekek2 ga jelas, dan gumaman 'yes yes' dari anak Indo :D Awh tapi ga juga, kemaren kami semua cukup produktif dalam ngasi ide dsb. dsb. So reportny entar kaya gini (wait, knp kamu naro struktur report di blog, Ulma? emm.. soalnya Blog itu tempat yang paling sering aku kunjungi akhir2 ini, tiap nyalain komputer pasti itu duluan yang aku cari, malah blog-ku kujadiin startpage, *terkejut*makanya.. biar jadi reminder gitu loh.. lagian, lumayan buat menuh2in :p)
Ah iya, trus kmaren jalan ma Ardy nyari2 tas, huhuhuh.. kita yg mo ngabisin duit tips yang udh nyampe 100 Euro ituh! hasilnya, ulma dapet tas 2 biji, satuny 30 satuny lagi 20, tasny sih buat pergi2 gitu, tas barang, eh piye yo ngomonge.. pokokny yg sprti itu! Ardy punya 49 Euro, Samsonite punya, tas gede juga gitu, buat dia bolak-balik ALkmaar-Diemen.
Jalan2 diakhiri dgn beli Swirl dan pizza vegetarisch satu pan (buat anak2 rumah lohhh bukan buat sayaaahhh!!!). Terus ni AJ ngajakin nonton HP bsok pagihh.. hu uhh pengennnn tapi ge sabtu kerjaaaa apalagi klo disuruh masuk pagi... tambah ga bisaaa... T_T (pengen nontonnnnn!)
hARI Jumat, waktunya membabu dan nge-refill dompet ^^
Trus.. dapet email dari Nina Spasikova, tentang struktur report yg dirapatin kemaren (Cieh.. gaya banget 'rapat').. sebenerny sih lbih banyak cela-mencela, ngekek2 ga jelas, dan gumaman 'yes yes' dari anak Indo :D Awh tapi ga juga, kemaren kami semua cukup produktif dalam ngasi ide dsb. dsb. So reportny entar kaya gini (wait, knp kamu naro struktur report di blog, Ulma? emm.. soalnya Blog itu tempat yang paling sering aku kunjungi akhir2 ini, tiap nyalain komputer pasti itu duluan yang aku cari, malah blog-ku kujadiin startpage, *terkejut*makanya.. biar jadi reminder gitu loh.. lagian, lumayan buat menuh2in :p)
Structure of the Final report
1. Introduction
• Background Yokko
• Research Q Anggi
• Summary of chapters Nina
2. Company description Anggi
• Short history
• Countries in which is present
• Reason for global coverage and present position
3. RSU
Definition of market Ulma
Documentation Survey Nina
Literature Analyses Nina
4. Identity
History - analyses of strategy Dory
Market and competitors Chidi
Price and Product Chidi
Present Identity Ulma+Yokko
5. Image
Reference to identity
Reference to research Q and sub Q
Objectives of specialization
Findings
6. Gap Analyses
7. Recommendations Chidi
8. Conclusion Chidi
Ah iya, trus kmaren jalan ma Ardy nyari2 tas, huhuhuh.. kita yg mo ngabisin duit tips yang udh nyampe 100 Euro ituh! hasilnya, ulma dapet tas 2 biji, satuny 30 satuny lagi 20, tasny sih buat pergi2 gitu, tas barang, eh piye yo ngomonge.. pokokny yg sprti itu! Ardy punya 49 Euro, Samsonite punya, tas gede juga gitu, buat dia bolak-balik ALkmaar-Diemen.
Jalan2 diakhiri dgn beli Swirl dan pizza vegetarisch satu pan (buat anak2 rumah lohhh bukan buat sayaaahhh!!!). Terus ni AJ ngajakin nonton HP bsok pagihh.. hu uhh pengennnn tapi ge sabtu kerjaaaa apalagi klo disuruh masuk pagi... tambah ga bisaaa... T_T (pengen nontonnnnn!)
After all that Past
Hail to the mirror lady,
Observer of the world,
Guardian of love and friendship..
I knock upon your door
I'm a beggar from the morgue
To you I bestow, my soul
For I retracted myself
From my beloved side
The Emperor of Fate
Beholder of the Dawn
Until the curtain's drawn
And the South Wind dies
Make me a desolate eye
To watch on my beloved's life
Take away my heart as well
Love is not for me to dwell
I hurt as much as I try to smile
Let it be like this for a while
Observer of the world,
Guardian of love and friendship..
I knock upon your door
I'm a beggar from the morgue
To you I bestow, my soul
For I retracted myself
From my beloved side
The Emperor of Fate
Beholder of the Dawn
Until the curtain's drawn
And the South Wind dies
Make me a desolate eye
To watch on my beloved's life
Take away my heart as well
Love is not for me to dwell
I hurt as much as I try to smile
Let it be like this for a while
WriteItDown!!!
Hari ini pas kelas Personal Development Plan... NGANTOEK BANGET!!! but that's not the point (huhuhuh).. The point is, kata pak Craig, salah satu cara untuk jadi penulis yang baik adalah, membiasakan diri untuk menulis bebas, ga perlu terlalu mikirin buat nulis yang bagus bagus. Sediain waktu 5 menit buat nulis apapun yang ada di pikiran kita (mungkin bisa lebih, sampe 15 menit misalnya.. atau sampe tinta bolpen kita abis :p), hasilnya jangan diapus ato dibenerin, walopun kita ngerasa yang kita tulis itu bodoh ato ga sesuai, terus aja nulis, let it flow deh bahasa kerennya :p Jangan terlalu merhatiin spelling or grammar, pokoknya babat terusss!!!. Menurut aku sih tips kaya gitu cocok pas lagi brain-storming nyari ide tulisan gitu.
Sebelumnya si Bapak ngebagiin kita para murid-murid beberapa lembar kertas A4 kosong, udh gitu beliau ngasi kita semua wktu 5 menit buat nulis apapun yg muncul di kepala kita. OK, so this is what I wrote:
Yah.. begitulah (hihihi.. garing).. tapi anyway, terimakasih pada Neysa yang telah menyarankan untuk merportasikan hal ini (thanks Nes^^)
ulma: /over and out/
Sebelumnya si Bapak ngebagiin kita para murid-murid beberapa lembar kertas A4 kosong, udh gitu beliau ngasi kita semua wktu 5 menit buat nulis apapun yg muncul di kepala kita. OK, so this is what I wrote:
Craig blue shirt pen Nina sandal cool jacket last class blackboard kenapa kok disuruh nulis plenty paper lima menit pek ngapain coba? ulma pake jaket item hari ini. Ngantuk feeling sleepy, I need coffee boring ya ampun.. buat apa coba? ujan rintik rintik di luar, gerimis.. yang laen pada nulis apa ya? kok serius sekali. Maria shakes her feet, Nina holds her head, chidi writing, aom rests her head on her arm, dory writing (normal position) Indah with black shirt also writing craig datang, tiba" bingung tapi katanya harus tetep nulis. Balik deskripsi Golda puts her index finger on her lips. Putri still writing Anggi ma Neysa juga. So, still writing, writing, writing, Maria rests a while rubbing her nose, and off she writes. Gile ini disuruh 5 menit ya? nULiS ok! jadii.. hari ini mau ngapain ya.. dory pegel tuh. yak.. ke kantor pos bayar bol.com, trus ngirim uang ke Phil Oddy, GWK bisa kali ya.. discover the UNSToppAble spirit in you.. ngomong" gw boleh sambil liat" ga ya...
Yah.. begitulah (hihihi.. garing).. tapi anyway, terimakasih pada Neysa yang telah menyarankan untuk merportasikan hal ini (thanks Nes^^)
ulma: /over and out/
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