(19-3-2006 4:39:38): Ulma.. Wishing you all the best. Sekompleks-kompleksnya, kalau Ulma nyaman dan bisa menanganinya, monggo..

kata temen saya: kenapa kmu harus cari kebahagiaan yang setengah-setengah, klo kmu sebenerny bisa dapet sesuatu yang utuh?

humm.. one of my innermost deficiencies is, that i never could be able to do the things that I always told people to.

weekend to-do list
Sabtu: (Judulnya) Girl's Day and Night! Ikut Elvin n Andhys k Perpus Amstelveen, disambung ma ktemuan ma Nia (and lina?) d Centraal.. makan maoz (+ brownies HRC), 7.30 nnton sad movie d film museum.. Balik k elvin, PJ party :p
Minggu: Kerja :D

gaya lu ul pke to-do list sgala..

Other to-do list:
merampungkan draft FD
ngitung utang tlp :p
bayar rumah (& tagihan2 laenny)
mengunjungi bapak manakala mood, manakala sempat, manakala mendesak
do my laundry

Other news:
I didnt see MEW :'(
But got a nice t-shirt though :)
my new boss at the restaurant is one hell of a perfectionist!!
dan istrinya akhir2 ini suka sering dateng k resto
bantu2 (do stuffs n bantu2 mrintah)
both baru 20 tahun
dah punya anak umur 2
tough life..
bokapny skrg mutusin buat kerja pontang-panting (he's working 7 days a week(.. bikin restonya maju.. for the future of his daughter (n he's just twenty!! two-o)
nyokapny berhenti skolah (both sbenerny juga udh ga skolah lagi), she had decided to raise the daughter on her own, (meaning she's just 18 when she made that decision!!)
and now lg mendalami dunia manajemen resto brsama sang suami

akhirnya 2 hari yg lalu ketemu lina.. stelah skian lama tak bertemu (heheh)

anyway, i believe a lot of meaningful things had happened before and all-around me, every day.. tp sometimes im just too tired (or lazy) to extract all of them.

oTHER newly-realized personal-deficiency: i tend to memorize bad/negative things, exaggerate them and neglect the positive/good things, long-term speaking.

Pa lagi yah.. oh yea, im sppose to be sleeping now.. heheh..