:p

Dear .,

the truth is, i don't know if any of these is love

but i guess we could still get married
i promise I'll learn how to love you
i could also promise to think of things other than how to love you
be a good wife, do the house chores, etc.

nobody needs butterflies in their stomach rite?

(imagining conversation with God)

"Tuhan saya menikah karena mencari pahala."
"Tentu boleh"
"I dont know if I ever gonna be happy"
"You'll be happy in my paradise *big grin*"
"And that is the only thing that matters right?"
*silence*

no seriously?
cant u just do other things?