day the fourth

so here i am, typing in the dark with my hi-tech sister's laptop
its 1.19 am n everybody's asleep
i was asleep as well until a weird dream woke me up and now i just cant go back to sleep -.-
probably its the hazelnut latte

so im entering my fourth day in Jakarta, umm.. nea not really coz technically my SQ954 flight landed at 9.40 am last Monday, so... now is like my 3 days, 15 hours and 20 minutes :P

stupid calculations aside..

im glad that jakarta is still warm and humid :D 30 degrees most of the time. compared to the country i left behind, 13 degrees :p plus wind and cloud and rain.. hihihi..

i finally got to see my finished house. last time i went home was march 2007 and it wasnt done yet.

my sisters n bros are wonderful :D well i only see wasi, layina and rawdy since bil's still stuck with univ. stuff. he'll b here tomorrow, Gw. and dad's also still stuck with his work, baru bs dateng tgl 22 T_T

wasi has grown into this tall, fashion-aware but not fashion-wannabe girl :D she loves reading, which im very glad of ^^ she also already kinda developed her own character. she knows what she likes and dislikes n stand for them. im still lost until now :p

layina is the high-tech girl. amiably navigating her nokia communicator (i still have nooo clue how that thing works). she uses opera for browsing, instead of IE :P or firefox :P xD (myb i should ask her to try chrome) she's content in her own nerdy aura.. i mean, she doesnt hv this low self-confidence. we were in this ibu2 gathering last night, and she's not the shy girl who waited till somebody came n talk to her. she could casually start conversations with the other kids. oh yea, she's also humas di OSIS :D at her age, i was trying hard to fly below the radar :P which continued until my college-days :p

rawdy... is this very active boy. he's thinner than a year ago. with longer hair xD proud bearer of yellow belt in tae kwon do, loved the lego racers toy i bought for him. it has this ramp with road obstacles that was meant to be crashed -.- i mean,.. wth.. why would u build something only to destroy it? but iko said that its normal for boys to destroy things.. uh-huh..

im plnning to post some pics as well, but couldnt since the battery of my camera is low. but i already found two weird indonesianized foreign food: one is a hot-dog croissant with SAMBAL sauce. altho the croissant's very good.. surprisingly buttery and has crispy flakey texture.
and rolled lasagna.. which is shaped like a lumpia. maybe they should change the name to italian springroll or something. also eaten with sambal sauce xD

annddd people are still trying their hardest in making money -.- im so mad when our house got calls from insurance/travel agents.. offering stuff... Geez.. since whennnn???? its like those news i read of what happend in the States where ppl complaind about privacy intrusion whnver they got calls from ppl like that. im not sure if indonesia/jakarta already has special privacy-protection offices for these kinds of things. plus those annoying sales people -.- theyre everywhere -.- in the mall, (of course), in the restaurant, drug store... cant believe that most drug/multivitamin brands in a drug store has their own sales person (most of them female).

me n mum went to guardian (a drug store, like kruidvat or etos in NL) 2 days ago, at first i wasnt really aware of these mbak2 crowding at the vitamin section. i thought they're all employees at the mall and they just like having casual chit-chats like they do all day anyway. oh yeah.. i noticed that most stores/commercial places are over-employed.. but considering that this country has lots n lots of ppl anyway.. i guess its a good (temporary) solution for the large availability of human power. why temporary? cozzz... most of the time over-employed >> low-efficiency... annnddd probably those ppl werent paid as much as the minimum standard wage.

anyway, back to the story, apparently those mbak2 are sales rep for different multivitamin brands. u know that there's a lot of brands right? so there were like 6 or 7 of them.. trying to sell vitamin C n stuff to my mum -.- i was surprised.. coz what i expectd was a drugstore employee that can give advices to my mum about the right type of vitamin or supplement, not 6 or 7 sales people harrassing her -___________-

so in the end mum overspent on 90 tablets multivitamin and 60 vitamin C bear gummies. *sigh*. why overspent? coz tadinya mum cuma mo beli vit. c buat layina. she bought one, paid for it, but then i checked it n turnd out that they were chew-tablets, which layina doesnt like. so she had to go back n return it, but apparently she could only exchange it for another product from the same brand. that brand did not have normal vitamin c tablets, the one that u just swallow with water. so instead, mum exchanged it with the 90 tablets multivitamin, which costed twice as much as the vitamin c -.-

but she still need vitamin c.. emm so another mbak2 came and offered the gummy bear vitamins: "also contains echinaea which boosts child's immunity" (yea whatev.. we only need vit.c).. so there you go..

howeva, i still somehow find little blessings during these last three humid days. most of them were from the smaller kids, friends of my sis n bros, they are still happy and playful, sunshine and optimism in their faces. i mean, as long i can see happy kids playing, the world hasnt gone that bad yet xD oh and the food.. food in indonesia are still the best.. yea and the hospitality, either made-ups, addressed to the money inside your wallet/bank account; or just plain sincere from the heart.

and yea, i still think that moslems in indonesia still need to learn about true tolerance. instead of shouting for more islamitised system (for example), but think about people from other religions/beliefs. we were never a secular country, and only because most of us has islam written down in our ID, doesnt mean that this country is reserved for moslems only. i dont want to see this country become a country of hypochrites (still disagree with the ppl doing razia n got angry when a club/pub is open during Ramadhan). (ardho has a post on this but im too lazy to look it up ;P)

will edit this post as soon as i can make some time ;p

cheeeersssss,


sweaty me.

i'm a parquin

coz i like to stay in a corner and deny my own existence xD (self-loathe mode on)
 blog it

dammit

dammit dammit dammit dammit

i need a dammit doll :p

17 agustus..

17th august 2008, 4.38 am
63 years of independence
the country's still struggling
common people torn by political groups
the old generation struggling to know what's inside the young generation's mind
love is on sale, love is forbidden
family eats you, family keeps you alive
how long has it been like this?
and as the Holy Scripture says, "...Thus, God does not change the condition of any people unless they themselves make the decision to change..." (13:11)

somebody here nursing her nettle-stung left hand
stomach acid churning, gastric anomalies
somebody here still sleeping
putting aside her worries temporarily
somebody there is hungry
probably will stay hungry for the next couple of hours
somebody else is speculating
reasoning with lies, hopes, and concerns
a mother creating
a boy playing
a father repairing
a girl crying

1 am song

an attempt to write the lyrics of a waffled song :p
featuring motionstudy's love by wire :D

the italics are the words that i heard n underneath is how it is supposed to sound like :p

you're the rainbow lines i wait and (weep?)
in my white (time?)
you're the status i always (thought if?)
in my facebook (find?)


you're the rainbow lines i wait and read
in my YM times
you're the status i always notice
in my facebook times

you're the girl i saw on youtube
oh yeah you're so cute
you're the (completely waffled) at (3 am?)
and for (waffled)


you're the voice i hear at 3.am
and from my itunes

you're my 16-hours flight girl
the one i have to fight for
the missing link i tried to find
forever wishing (?)


for evolution

you're the (twist ?) of the logic
in my formula
you're the dot and i am (line?)
in love by wire


you're the sweetheart of the logic
in my formula
you're the dot and i am stripes
in love by wire

you are thom and i am yorke
and sing very well
you watch flashing arm laptop (????? xD)
we rock together


you are Slash and I'm Les Paul

you are my bean and i am your gene (?)
we storm (?) together, together..
and if you're a mouse, shall i be your pad?(totally love this part :D)
i love to be with you
be with you..


you are my D and i am your G
we strum together, together..

if its all wrong
but i dont know i (misery?) now
forgive me for im wrong
but i know that i love you somehow
if its all wrong
but i dont know how it should be right (???)
forgive me for im wrong
but i know that i love you somehow


if these are wrong
well i dont know how it should be now
forgive me for i'm lost
but i know that i love you somehow
if these are wrong
well i dont know how it should be now
forgive me for i'm lost
but i know that i love you somehow

conclusion: saya budeg, n he mumbles :p

menonton Dark Knight

jd kmrn akhirny nonton Dark Knight.. the movie that is currently still #1 at IMDb's top 250 (ngalahin film2 kawakan sperti shawsank redemption, the godfather.. xD)

hari jumat rencananya kita udh mo rserve tiket lewat internet, takut keabisan, tp trnyt ga bs reserve :p

jadi saturday morning (well.. 9 am) elvin nelp., bilang klo harbud otw k pathe arena mo beli tiket saat itu jg. at that time, tiket yg tersedia cuma tinggal 29 -.- omiGosh.. dan itu buat film yg tayang jam 7! yg jam sebelum2ny udh sold out -.- buset dah..


jam 6 ngumpul d pathe, .. bo orang2 udh banyak banget -.-


sekitar 6.15 pm di depan pintu masuk a line was already formed .. so we stood sekitar 35-40 menit.. (ngobrol2 sama Samit, colleaguenya elvin d tom tom..) sebelum orang2 boleh masuk (masuk as in ngasi liat tiket dan berjalan ke arah studio .. in dark knight's case, ran xD :p)


anak2 langsung lari ke atas (studio IMAX di atas), menaiki anak tangga2, balapan sama berpuluh2 org belanda (padahal ya ada eskalator) :p dan begitu nyampe di atas.. eng ing eng.. pintu studionya blm dibuka -.- WTF???!!! kita pun ngantri lagi xD

mendekati pukul 7 orang2 sudah mulai gelisah.. we sensed a riot was about to come xD ya amponnn dah kyk mo nonton apaan ajaaaa!!

annd finally jam 7 lewat 5 or 10 pintunya dibuka, people pushed, n pushed.. d depan pintu teaternya ternyata ada yg meriksa karcis lg xD but anak2 langsung nyerobot2 saja :p and.. luckily we got good seats :D

begitu keluar dr teaternya, i saw that a crowd already formed again di void-nya pathe xD loossaaaahhhh gw udh nonton weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :P :P :P


Dark Knight keren.. like all of 'em said.. :D i felt like i wanted to cry by the end of the movie T_T terharu..