kisah cinderulm yg sedang menunggu majikannya pulang
I've washed the dishes, put the two children to bed, and now i hv nothing left to do. I could work on the IC statement, but this home PC got no USB-port.. (my work is in a very handy usb-data stick) oh well it does, but they snug the CPU into this hole so its impossible for me to reach it.
i guess i'd just blab on what ive done today.
00.00 am - 02.30 am: Chat ma nia n elvin :p hehehe
02.30 am - 03.30 am: maen the sims
03.30 am - 11.00 am: tidur
11.00 am - 01.00 pm: melakukan hal2 setelah tidur dan sebelum beraktivitas keluar
01.00 pm - 03.00 pm: ke skul, ktemu lindsay di jalan (heran gw slalu ketemu dia gt..), balikin laptop, balik lg k tmpat bapak, makan roti (dan appelflap), cabut lg.. babysitting
04.00 pm - 8.30 pm : dipamitin ma majikan, gw ma anak yg plg gede baca + maen cangkul (yes epribodeh, i've taught her how to play cards).. si ibu nyuruh gw nyuruh si anak latian baca.. ma dia udh dibeliin komik winx club. Meanwhile gw jg disuruh ngasih makan yg kecil, she's 6 months old now n is learning how to eat from a spoon (pke makanan2 bayi itu.. yg lucu2 kombinasinya, such as kiwi n orange, rice-schotel with carrot and turkey, mango, banana and orange, etc. - even i like them =9~)
gw bikin deal ma anak yg gede, kl misalny dia menang, gw baca satu lembar, kl gw yg menang, dia msti baca. umm.. she won 3 out of 8 matches :p not bad loh for an 8-year old, hehehe.. (apa gw yg goblok yah -.-" ..er.. tp sbenerny gw sngaja kalah lagi ma dia.. hehehe.. *yea rite)
bis itu, ngasi2 makan si kecil, smbil liat yg gd maen mario party 5 (she wanted to stop playing cards since she lost quite a lot, hehe). kl saja nyokapny tau.. huhuh.. gw ngasi makan tu bayi penuh paksaan gtu.. hehehe.. kl bisa sih awalny gw buat nangis dulu, tar pas dia mangap, makananny gw masukin ke mulutnya, tar si bayi batuk2.. trus gw sndokin aer.. dan dia nangis lagi.. mangap lagi.. ooop, there goes another spoonful of yummy baby porridge :p
8.30 pm - 9.30 pm: tried to put baby to sleep while the other one played dora the explorer on the internet
9.30 pm: put the big one to bed, but first she had to brush her teeth reeeaaalll good, kumur2 pke mouth-washer, n be read her bedtime story (winx club lagi). ni anak lg seneng tidur d ruang tamu gtu, hehe.. kocak deh. gw wkt kecil juga suka tidur d tmpat2 aneh gtu.. macam kolong tempat tidur, di sofa (sofa org laen.. wktu bertamu gt critanya), bath-tub, di wc... i had a fleeting thought about sleeping on the rooftop sih.. tp blm kesampean aja.. :P (ok ulma, done with exaggerating)
9.30 pm - 11.00 pm: washed the dishes (i dont hv to, tp drpd ga ada kerjaan.. sekaligus mengurangi perasaan "gaji buta"), turned on the computer, looked for the USB port, gave up, signed in msn messenger n yahoo, wrote an email to paulina, she's a close friend of my cousin whom i met at her (my cousin's) wedding.. very talkative but nice :p an english woman who is having a career as an english-teacher for children in Paris. Her email was titled 'HAPPY EASTER', so i thought it was just a greeting of some sort sent to every name in her addressbook, so i didnt open it until now. i was wrong :p well except for the greeting part. it was also a real email (the one that at least you need 3 minutes to think about an approriate reply, not just 'thank you, and yes im fine. hope you are too *smiley icon* take care, much love, bye bye'), sent to my cousins n me, n some of her friends, asking about a get-together at easter holidays (either in paris or in cologne)..
after that, chatted with elvin n nia.. we gonna go swimming on sunday.. ^_^ yippiee!
and saturday i can use nita's laptop (yeay..) to finish off our fd draft..!! (due monday)
opened vh1 radio and listend to some smooth jazz tune.
11.10 pm: almost done with blogging, a conversation window blinked, and still dont know what to do next *sigh*
i guess i'd just blab on what ive done today.
00.00 am - 02.30 am: Chat ma nia n elvin :p hehehe
02.30 am - 03.30 am: maen the sims
03.30 am - 11.00 am: tidur
11.00 am - 01.00 pm: melakukan hal2 setelah tidur dan sebelum beraktivitas keluar
01.00 pm - 03.00 pm: ke skul, ktemu lindsay di jalan (heran gw slalu ketemu dia gt..), balikin laptop, balik lg k tmpat bapak, makan roti (dan appelflap), cabut lg.. babysitting
04.00 pm - 8.30 pm : dipamitin ma majikan, gw ma anak yg plg gede baca + maen cangkul (yes epribodeh, i've taught her how to play cards).. si ibu nyuruh gw nyuruh si anak latian baca.. ma dia udh dibeliin komik winx club. Meanwhile gw jg disuruh ngasih makan yg kecil, she's 6 months old now n is learning how to eat from a spoon (pke makanan2 bayi itu.. yg lucu2 kombinasinya, such as kiwi n orange, rice-schotel with carrot and turkey, mango, banana and orange, etc. - even i like them =9~)
gw bikin deal ma anak yg gede, kl misalny dia menang, gw baca satu lembar, kl gw yg menang, dia msti baca. umm.. she won 3 out of 8 matches :p not bad loh for an 8-year old, hehehe.. (apa gw yg goblok yah -.-" ..er.. tp sbenerny gw sngaja kalah lagi ma dia.. hehehe.. *yea rite)
bis itu, ngasi2 makan si kecil, smbil liat yg gd maen mario party 5 (she wanted to stop playing cards since she lost quite a lot, hehe). kl saja nyokapny tau.. huhuh.. gw ngasi makan tu bayi penuh paksaan gtu.. hehehe.. kl bisa sih awalny gw buat nangis dulu, tar pas dia mangap, makananny gw masukin ke mulutnya, tar si bayi batuk2.. trus gw sndokin aer.. dan dia nangis lagi.. mangap lagi.. ooop, there goes another spoonful of yummy baby porridge :p
8.30 pm - 9.30 pm: tried to put baby to sleep while the other one played dora the explorer on the internet
9.30 pm: put the big one to bed, but first she had to brush her teeth reeeaaalll good, kumur2 pke mouth-washer, n be read her bedtime story (winx club lagi). ni anak lg seneng tidur d ruang tamu gtu, hehe.. kocak deh. gw wkt kecil juga suka tidur d tmpat2 aneh gtu.. macam kolong tempat tidur, di sofa (sofa org laen.. wktu bertamu gt critanya), bath-tub, di wc... i had a fleeting thought about sleeping on the rooftop sih.. tp blm kesampean aja.. :P (ok ulma, done with exaggerating)
9.30 pm - 11.00 pm: washed the dishes (i dont hv to, tp drpd ga ada kerjaan.. sekaligus mengurangi perasaan "gaji buta"), turned on the computer, looked for the USB port, gave up, signed in msn messenger n yahoo, wrote an email to paulina, she's a close friend of my cousin whom i met at her (my cousin's) wedding.. very talkative but nice :p an english woman who is having a career as an english-teacher for children in Paris. Her email was titled 'HAPPY EASTER', so i thought it was just a greeting of some sort sent to every name in her addressbook, so i didnt open it until now. i was wrong :p well except for the greeting part. it was also a real email (the one that at least you need 3 minutes to think about an approriate reply, not just 'thank you, and yes im fine. hope you are too *smiley icon* take care, much love, bye bye'), sent to my cousins n me, n some of her friends, asking about a get-together at easter holidays (either in paris or in cologne)..
after that, chatted with elvin n nia.. we gonna go swimming on sunday.. ^_^ yippiee!
and saturday i can use nita's laptop (yeay..) to finish off our fd draft..!! (due monday)
opened vh1 radio and listend to some smooth jazz tune.
11.10 pm: almost done with blogging, a conversation window blinked, and still dont know what to do next *sigh*
help.. im a paranoid borderline dependent schizoid avoidant schizotypal!
Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 66%
Antisocial |||||| 30%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Histrionic |||||| 26%
Narcissistic |||| 18%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Dependent |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| 38%
Hmm.. Im high for 'Eccentric Personality Disorder', which is the first three.
I also scord high in Avoidant, Dependent and Borderline..
Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism
Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.
(those two are categorized as anxious personality disorder)
Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.
*grin*
Gini deh hasil stress2/down ga jelas
(im not thinking negatively.. this is FUN..)
Schizoid |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 66%
Antisocial |||||| 30%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Histrionic |||||| 26%
Narcissistic |||| 18%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Dependent |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| 38%
Hmm.. Im high for 'Eccentric Personality Disorder', which is the first three.
Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.
Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.
Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.
Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.
I also scord high in Avoidant, Dependent and Borderline..
Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism
Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.
(those two are categorized as anxious personality disorder)
Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.
*grin*
Gini deh hasil stress2/down ga jelas
(im not thinking negatively.. this is FUN..)
blow those dark clouds away..
hehe.. i was reading a post on my last weekend with two of my best friends here.. (pls refer to this and this) they asked the same thing:
where were we all these three years?
well, lets recap:
1st year - Ulma dan Nia sudah saling mengenal, krn sama2 anak komunikasi, mrk satu kelas. smpat brbagi affair :p (actually jadi dekat karena itu). Suka saling sleep-over, masak bareng.. (eh iya ga?) ulma mengenalkan muesli pada nia, kqkqkq.. Bagi ulma, elvin adalah this cewe sadis from Malang yang punya tatapan menusuk :p
2nd year - Things havent changed a lot. Ulma mngejar Nia ke Exeter, hehe.. Had dinner bareng d Hollendrecht, Ulma masih saja sekelas sama bu Nia :D
Elvin? Elvin masih dianggap sebagai wanita judes dan mengerikan -__-" .oh ya.. dan "rese'" (remember six flags Vin? :D)
3rd year - Everybody went different tracks, ulma spent half year d indo, n half year menyendiri d utrecht. Nia spent a year in NL, working at a Christian organization, kita taon ke-3 ga pernah ketemu ya Ni? only a couple of times we talked on the phone, via msn.. nia pergi on holiday k indo.. smpet pindah2 rumah juga bbrp kli :D oh iya, we met once in Utrecht :D heheh
Elvin.. ulma baru deket ma elvin taon ke-3 :D menemani hari2 saya ngantor, and put sparks n colors in my life :p kqkqkq.. elvin mengunjungi saya d utrecht, mmbawa beras, dan dan.. pelm2 :D hehe.. dan ulm juga pertama kalinya menapakkan kaki di logger 94 aka sarang penyamun :p
well awal taon ke-3 si elvin juga mengundang sy k ultahnya dia :D masih tinggal d westwijk wkt itu, n i bought her a detergent!!! hahahah!
n i started to think, "hey.. myb she isnt that bad" :p (i was WRONG :D) -jk
4th year - Ulma dan Nia lagi2 sekelas :p (ga bosen lu Ni?) andd... fast forward.. its april n we were busy with our FD. dan.. dan.. i guess starting pointnya, nia mngunjungi blog elvin,ngasih komen.. dan semenjak itu mrk bales2an testi, slg chat.. terus baru nyadar kalo .. er.. kalo mereka rada setipe :p (sdikit "kadal", kdg tak tahu malu :p, dan tipe2 wanita independen + pjuang gtu deh, kqkqkq)
Puas gak flashbacknya? :p
all of us agree, it was a weekend full of fun and laughter.. a 2 days relief from the stress n burden from school, current relationship(s), work, ppl, the world, war, (cieh.. global concern gt critanya) etc. etc.
Yes, we were Happy Three Friends, and of course it was my first times for many things as well (the wagamama, the filmmuseum, and the dove-photosession..) and it was also a reminder that thankfully (i always wonder why) i am still blessed with sheer joy, happiness and fun with ppl that i feel comfortable with, ppl that i can count on.. its been a long time since i had a real fun :D
Most of them my fault, really..
Group hug.. :D
where were we all these three years?
well, lets recap:
1st year - Ulma dan Nia sudah saling mengenal, krn sama2 anak komunikasi, mrk satu kelas. smpat brbagi affair :p (actually jadi dekat karena itu). Suka saling sleep-over, masak bareng.. (eh iya ga?) ulma mengenalkan muesli pada nia, kqkqkq.. Bagi ulma, elvin adalah this cewe sadis from Malang yang punya tatapan menusuk :p
2nd year - Things havent changed a lot. Ulma mngejar Nia ke Exeter, hehe.. Had dinner bareng d Hollendrecht, Ulma masih saja sekelas sama bu Nia :D
Elvin? Elvin masih dianggap sebagai wanita judes dan mengerikan -__-" .oh ya.. dan "rese'" (remember six flags Vin? :D)
3rd year - Everybody went different tracks, ulma spent half year d indo, n half year menyendiri d utrecht. Nia spent a year in NL, working at a Christian organization, kita taon ke-3 ga pernah ketemu ya Ni? only a couple of times we talked on the phone, via msn.. nia pergi on holiday k indo.. smpet pindah2 rumah juga bbrp kli :D oh iya, we met once in Utrecht :D heheh
Elvin.. ulma baru deket ma elvin taon ke-3 :D menemani hari2 saya ngantor, and put sparks n colors in my life :p kqkqkq.. elvin mengunjungi saya d utrecht, mmbawa beras, dan dan.. pelm2 :D hehe.. dan ulm juga pertama kalinya menapakkan kaki di logger 94 aka sarang penyamun :p
well awal taon ke-3 si elvin juga mengundang sy k ultahnya dia :D masih tinggal d westwijk wkt itu, n i bought her a detergent!!! hahahah!
n i started to think, "hey.. myb she isnt that bad" :p (i was WRONG :D) -jk
4th year - Ulma dan Nia lagi2 sekelas :p (ga bosen lu Ni?) andd... fast forward.. its april n we were busy with our FD. dan.. dan.. i guess starting pointnya, nia mngunjungi blog elvin,ngasih komen.. dan semenjak itu mrk bales2an testi, slg chat.. terus baru nyadar kalo .. er.. kalo mereka rada setipe :p (sdikit "kadal", kdg tak tahu malu :p, dan tipe2 wanita independen + pjuang gtu deh, kqkqkq)
Puas gak flashbacknya? :p
all of us agree, it was a weekend full of fun and laughter.. a 2 days relief from the stress n burden from school, current relationship(s), work, ppl, the world, war, (cieh.. global concern gt critanya) etc. etc.
Yes, we were Happy Three Friends, and of course it was my first times for many things as well (the wagamama, the filmmuseum, and the dove-photosession..) and it was also a reminder that thankfully (i always wonder why) i am still blessed with sheer joy, happiness and fun with ppl that i feel comfortable with, ppl that i can count on.. its been a long time since i had a real fun :D
Most of them my fault, really..
Group hug.. :D
Aqualung - (2)
need to know.. i don't wanna know
already know... i've seen the signs
i watch you as you pull yourself away from me
can't believe.. i wanna believe
how can i believe?
.. you're making me doubt
i thought i knew you, i don't even know myself
i'm losing faith.. i'm losing all faith
you're breaking my heart.. breaking my heart
you're breaking my heart again
don't ask me to start.. ask me start
don't ask me to start again.. start again
i wanna fight..
afraid to fight
why don't i fight? and make you see
i hold my breath, and disappear inside myself
i'm losing.. strength, i'm losing all strength
you're breaking my heart..
breaking my heart
you're breaking my heart, again..
don't ask me to start,
ask me to start..
just don't ask me to start, again..
start again..
i'm losing.. you
i'm losing,
oh,.. you
already know... i've seen the signs
i watch you as you pull yourself away from me
can't believe.. i wanna believe
how can i believe?
.. you're making me doubt
i thought i knew you, i don't even know myself
i'm losing faith.. i'm losing all faith
you're breaking my heart.. breaking my heart
you're breaking my heart again
don't ask me to start.. ask me start
don't ask me to start again.. start again
i wanna fight..
afraid to fight
why don't i fight? and make you see
i hold my breath, and disappear inside myself
i'm losing.. strength, i'm losing all strength
you're breaking my heart..
breaking my heart
you're breaking my heart, again..
don't ask me to start,
ask me to start..
just don't ask me to start, again..
start again..
i'm losing.. you
i'm losing,
oh,.. you
Paru-paru Air - Ga bisa ngeluarin kamu dari kepala saya (ya iyalah..emg athena.. lahir dr kepala zeus)
A kiss, is not just a kiss. A smile, is more than a smile. Maybe we get.. together,
Maybe.. forever
Maybe just for a while
I've seen the look in your eye. I've seen you wondering why. There's a centre of gravity..
Brings you near to me
Nearer all the time
And I'm petrified..
Hypnotised..
Every time, you walk by..
And I can't get you, Out of my..
Thought you'd never be mine..
I thought I was wasting my time
Darling, every time I think of you, I can't believe it's true
That you're here by my side..
Maybe.. forever
Maybe just for a while
I've seen the look in your eye. I've seen you wondering why. There's a centre of gravity..
Brings you near to me
Nearer all the time
And I'm petrified..
Hypnotised..
Every time, you walk by..
And I can't get you, Out of my..
Thought you'd never be mine..
I thought I was wasting my time
Darling, every time I think of you, I can't believe it's true
That you're here by my side..
sedikit jijay ..
| How You Are In Love |
 You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance. |
hehe im such a bad lover :p
So it took me a while to fall in love.. but on the same time im fickle n tend to fall out of love easily :D
bounce from romance to romance... xD
ampun dah..
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