you will not like this

i love you and i miss you always
i know that i have to trust you more
and trust myself more..make myself to want to trust myself
and for myself to be trusted by myself..to make myself be trusted by none other than myself

i love you
please know that i love you
if everything in this life happened
please know that i always love you

love come and go
love scream and went away
but you own my heart my mind and my soul

God if i'm not like this
i will be arrogant
if not
i will loose You

do I have to choose?
i hate to choose
You know i can never choose T_T

God help T_T