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lagi sibuk apa Ma?

B-CONNECTED - website negara2 lain blm ada isinya, td south africa mnta dicariin logo yg resolusinya gede, jumat mesti nganter2 tamu dr afrika, minggu jadi zaalmanager

Proposal Youth in the World/Girls of the World - Music Mayday ceritanya pengen bikin proyek under EU. Coz kebetulan EU bagian Youth baru2 ini ngebuka call for proposals.. trus music mayday hungary juga baru2 ini resmi dapet status jadi 'NGO' di sono.
Nama programnya sih Youth in Action. yg dibagi2 jadi 5 actions lagi. Music Mayday ngambil action 3.2 -> cooperation sama negara2 luar EU member.

trus action 3.2 ini kebagi jadi 6 tema:
(1) Strengthening of civil society, citizenship and democracy
(2) Fight against racism and xenophobia
(3) Inter-ethnic and inter-religious dialogue
(4) Post-conflict resolution and reconstruction
(5) Active role of women in society
(6) Minority rights

ruben ngusulin buat ngambil yg no.5, soalnya selama ini MM blm pernah involve/take part in proyek macem itu, lagian juga bisa jadi first experience yg bagus buat MM-HU.

OK
jadilah saya yg ditugasin sementara buat the initial preparation (download application forms, cari tau apa aja yg mesti di submit, other requirements, etc.)
awal2nya sih ngira klo aku cuma bener2 awal doang, ga smpe isi2 form or bikin proposal. tp ternyata tidak :p ruben menganjurkan klo sy juga ngisi2 form dan mulai bikin proposal. coz emang deadlinenya mepet (31 may) dan this week org2 psti sibuk banget ma B-CONNECTED

uhm tapi i got to be honest klo gw blm pernah bener2 all by myself, has to come up with structuring concepts n other planning details. ruben cuma provide ide abstrak: bikin after-school performances di Hungary, Tanzania, Ethiopia n Tanzania oleh kumpulan women artists dr seluruh negera member MM. abis itu bikin kerjasama ama women-platform di NL (or HU) buat ngadain evaluation meeting/seminar ttg 'Active Role of Women in Society'. dan this feminism thing is totally new for me. satu2nya talks/events yg berhubungan sama women n feminisim ya diskusi hari kartini wktu itu -.-

mnggu lalu dah bikin draft proposal, dah dapet feedback dr negara2 laen juga, trs kemis/jumat kmrn meeting ma ruben, n we went thru the forms n requirements, dan dan.. basically i hv to arrange them all.. dan dan.. rasanya sy overload :p i feel hopelessly alone :p

kmrn2 smpet mikir klo i dont hv the quality/capability for this, this is really out-of-my league. ruben jg ga gt ngasi panduan dan pegangan T_T coz he himself is busy with other things.
dulu wktu masi ada annelies or brechtje, gw kebantu banget.. apa2 tinggal nanya, mrk juga make sure klo aku bener2 ngerti bfore ngelepas..

well i hope things will work out eventually
*meringkuk d pojok dan mengangis tersedu2*