ceasefire

so finally israel announced gencatan senjata, setelah sebulan lebih bales2an roket,missiles, rudal, apapun namanya..
makan nyawa, makan properti..
d nytimes bilangnya ini political gamble, buat bush, buat pm-nya israel, buat UN juga.. soalny slama ini unifil ga terlalu ngebantu banyak.. UN sndiri ga gtu berperan besar kykny.. dan those "big" countries yg ngerasa kl mrk ga do anything dua negara ini (dan dunia) ga bisa apa2.. while hezbollah doesnt give a shit about them, hehe..
its like the world was struck dumbfounded by the war of these two countries
klo ditanya, gw ga mihak negara mana2
but i choose to be on the humanity side.

malam ini langit cerah dan cuaca berkisar 15 drajat celcius

dan ulma ketagihan lagi mendengarkan dekho na xD

DEKHO NA
(cewe) yeh saazish hai buundo.n kii
The raindrops are conspiring
koii khwaahish hai chup chup sii
with my hidden desire.
yeh saazish hai buundo.n kii
The raindrops are conspiring
koii khwaahish hai chup chup sii
with my hidden desire.
dekho na...
Just see...

(cowo) hawaa kuchh haule haule
The soft, gentle breeze
zubaan se kya kuchh bole
is saying something extraordinary
kyo.n duurii hai ab darmiyaan
why is this distance between us?
dekho na...
Just see...

phir na hawaa'e.n ho.ngii itnii besharam
Never again will the winds be so blunt,
phir na Dagmag Dagmag ho.nge ye qadam
or my feet so unsteady beneath me.
haay
Alas...
phir na hawaa'e.n ho.ngii itnii besharam
Never again will the winds be so blunt,
phir na dag-mag dag-mag ho.nge ye qadam
or these steps so unsteady.
(cewe)saawan yeh siidha nahii.n khufiyaa baRa
This isn't a straightforward rain; there's something secretive about it;
kuchh to baraste hu'e kah rahaa
it's saying something as it falls down.

(cowo)samjho na...
Try to understand it...

(cewe)hawaa kuchh haule haule
The soft, gentle breeze
zubaan se kya kuchh bole
is saying something extraordinary
kyo.n duurii hai ab darmiyaan
why is this distance between us?

(cewe n cowo gntian) dekho na...
Just see...

(cewe) jugnuu.n jaisii chaahat dekho jale bujhe
Watch love, like fireflies, flare and fade away.
miiTHii sii mushkil hai koii kya kare
It's such a sweet tragedy; what can anyone do?
jugnuu.n jaisii chaahat dekho jale bujhe
Watch love, like fireflies, flare and fade away.
miiTHii sii mushkil hai koii kya kare
It's such a sweet tragedy; what can anyone do?
(cowo) ho.nTHo.n kii arzii aisii THukaraa'o na
Don't deny the plea from my lips;
saa.nso.n kii marzii ko jhuTHlaa'o na
don't doubt the desire in my breath.

(cewe) chhuu lo na...
Touch me...

(cowo)hawaa kuchh haule haule
The soft, gentle breeze
zubaan se kya kuchh bole
is saying something extraordinary:
kyo.n duurii hai ab darmiyaan
why is this distance between us?

(b.vocal, trus si cewe) dekho na...
Just see...

ini lagu sweet skaliiiii :D
hehe tolong sy ketagihan dengerinnya :p
dont mind the rather crappy clip (altho ga kuat jg ngeliat si cewe yg so pasrah gtu :p)
oh elvin.. this song is such a virus :D

hmm so my bf has now moved into my place
its rather weird at first
its like he's entering my territory
i mean.. that's my bed (skrg sy hrs pke bed yg satunya, hiks..)
trus ga bs lagi dengerin lagu dan mati lampu sblm tdr
coz my bf always reads bfore he goes to bed
which means
lampu nyala
but emg sy bs tdr dlm sgl kondisi
tp tp
aneh aja now i will sleep more with the lights on
huks

ah iya, nesnos.. heppibidday ya ^^

TURTLE POWER!

hehehe.. :D
love you, raphaello, donatello, michaelangelo, and leonardo!!!
yea... cowabunga!!!

yg bisa diliat dr teasernya?
it'll b an animation, not puppet kyk film2 yg dulu.. altho i love their puppet version as well as the 2d animation one.
they are slimmer..
while di kartun mereka yg pertama (1986-1996), those turtles r a little bit chubby.. kbanyakan makan pizza n minum cola :D
musuhnya sayang ga diliatin .. huhuh...
yg gw inget sih wktu movie TMNT yg dulu2.. yg maenin si shredder ganteng ^^
awww..
splinter jg ga diliatin.. i wonder how theyre going to animate the master.

many thanks to elvin for the info ;D

the fortune cookie, said...

Your life is like a rollercoaster right now. Don't worry, it will calm down.

Yeah I know every fortune cookie always says a nice thing.

And I need one nice sentence to start my work at resto kami tercinta, Tanjung Sari.

Tapi dah dua hari terakhir ini aku dapet pesen yg sama from my fortune cookies :p

But anyway, skrg buat gw my life is more like whitewater rafting :D arung jeram..
Arusnya deres, banyak batu, gw sering kecipratan kena air, kadang tangan gw pegel ngedayung, pengen berenti, ato ga kadang kebalik.. but i know i hv to keep going.
I dunno where the current gonna take me, small waterfalls or big un.. kl salah jalan mesti dayung balik. but i hate going back, so i rarely did that.. hehehe tabrak teruss..

belum lagi klo misalny someone decided to pop into my raft, or me pindah perahu ke raft orang. trus tiba2 yg satu pengen ngedayung ke arah lain, ato satu decided to lag. jadinya tu raft malah muter2 ga jelas.. ato yg parah malah kebalik.. trus trus.. heheh :p

klo dipanjang2in bisa panjang sih.
but back to the fortune cookie.. klo misalny idup gw kyk roller coaster.. kykny lebih enak. tracknya keliatan. bisa siap2 pas mo ngedeketin loop nya dah gt klo pas dapet rollercoaster yg seru, asik tu.. memacu adrenalin.. tapi tau klo kita tetep save. and i would perhaps not want it to calm down.. soalny kl calm down jadinya bosen.. ga seru, hehehe

hari ini ada gay parade di amsterdam.. i missed four years of 'em slama gw disini.. hehe tp males juga ah
i've seen enough gays here. pake nonton paradenya sgala..
lagian td juga kerja
sebelum kerja nemenin mba rini ke kruidvat.. da diskon banyak gtu deh. me akhirny beli payung. mba rini kyk beli alat2 basic buat bikin kue gtu. sama hand-mixer. trus beli piso juga. trus... some snack.. dll.

paginya ngobs ma temen gw smu, si nizar, gw crita kl sehari yg lalu gw cuma kerja pagi (gantiin kak riva d gift shop). jadiny siang udh pulang. dan wktu itu tu gw yg binun gt mo ngapain. biasany kan sore gw kerja lagi. tp hari itu tu engga.. jadinya.. ga enak rasanya matahari masi keliatan tp udh pulang.. hehehe
ksimpulan temen gw: gw kesepian
hahaha
masa ? :P
gw kirain itu artinya gw emg suka kerja
tp kata temen gw, gw brusaha lari dr rasa sepi, makanya gw kerja mulu
buset..
"soalnya orang normal tu pasti seneng ga usah kerja"
er.. im trying to pay the bills, zar :D

knp masih begini2 saja?....

need to know.. i don't wanna know. already know... i've seen the signs. i watch you as you pull yourself away from me. can't believe.. i wanna believe. how can i believe? .. you're making me doubt. i thought i knew you, i don't even know myself. i'm losing faith.. i'm losing all faith. you're breaking my heart.. breaking my heart again. i wanna fight.. afraid to fight. why don't i fight? and make you see. i hold my breath, and disappear inside myself. i'm losing.. strength, i'm losing all strength. i'm losing.. you

like music through my years

Various music/artist influences through the years,.. grouped based on schooling periods.. those inside the brackets are the ppl who influence me :)

elementary school
bimbo - pop music awal 90's - elton john - boyz II Men (nyokap, bokap, tv)

junior high school
space - offspring - oasis - wannadies - that thing you do - spice girls - backstreet boys - Garbage (kya, tv, prambors, Romeo&Juliet oST)
nirvana - RADIOHEAD (ok cOMPUTer, Anggi)
ALT 90's era!

high school
Reza - dewa - rhcp - gnr - Muse - padi - cokelat - NAIF - (friends, radio stations) - cLASSIC JAZZ - Sarah McLachlan (neysa :))

college years
hoobastank - Ben Folds Five - MEW (bro) - Glen F. (nyokap, tp untung cuma bentar, hehe) - A Perfect Circle (Yokko) - Slipknot, Korn, Marilyn Manson (Isrina) - Coldplay, Dashboard Confessional, The Weepies, Sufjan Stevens, Sondre Lerche (Dee) - Doves (Kai) - rock/alt - Bollywood (elvin :D) - Buddha Bar, Chill out music (nina, köln; lina) - john legend (indra marpaung) - dLL.
*basically this period, thanks to the internet, saya mendalami lagi main music influences di hidup saya, dan di hidup orang2 lain :p

post college years
??? diperkirakan bakal lbih suka yg basic2.. classical jazz psti masi suka, yg ada piano2nya sy pasti suka, chill out sumtimes, rock/alt jg yg ga gt GONJRENG2.. yg jelas jd fans setia radiohead dan thom yorke smpe tua ^^

rainy songs

ulm's rainy day songs:
1. Ben Folds Five - Raindrops Keep Falling on My Head
2. Sunny Day Real Estate - Rain Song
3. Jamie Cullum - Singin' in the Rain

and i still see myself as a mouse

<:3)~*

coz if i hv to make an "image" in my head, of the person that I want to be in the future, I'd be disappointed with myself if i couldnt be that person

better safe than sorry they'd say

Other rain-related songsthat i know :
Guns N Roses - November Rain
Travis - Why Does it Always Rain on Me? (theme song me n lina wktu magang)
Kane - Rain on Me (dun like Kane)
Garbage - Only Happy when It Rains
Prince - Purple Rain (yet im sure that a rock band used to sing this song.. tp lupa which band)

Oh and they just blasted Beirut