and when i see you
i really see you upside down
but my brain knows better
it picks you up and turns you around
turns you around, turns you around
if you feel discouraged
that there's a lack of color here
please don't worry lover
it's really bursting at the seems
absorbing everything
the spectrum's a to z
this fact not fiction
for the first time in years
and the girls in every girlie magazine
can't make me feel any less alone
i'm reaching for the phone
to call at 7:03 and on your machine a slur a plea for you to come home
but i know it's too late
i should have given you a reason to stay
given you a reason to stay (x3)
this is fact not fiction
for the first time in years
lack of color
4 days after chitra left. hari ini nganterin dian ma rina k airport. rumah kosong ni tinggal be-3, me, vina n ipte. doneeh n myshoutbox error. huh mbencekno. blum ngerjain resit. kudu buru2. marina tgl 5 juli baru balik dari praha. urus visa dll. emm.. bsok sore kerja, paginya ktemuan ma mba dina, trus cari kado buat ardy yg ultah d day after.
Ben Folds Five - Philosophy
Won't you look up at the skyline
at the mortar block and glass
and check out the reflections
in my eyes
you see they always
used to be there
even when this all was grass
and I sang and danced
about a high-rise
you were laughing at
my helmet hat
laughing at my torch
CHORUS
Go ahead you can
laugh all you want
I got my philosophy
keeps my feet on the ground
and I trust it like the ground
and that's why my philosophy(my phil-)
it keeps me walking when I'm falling down(o-so-phy)
I see that there is evil
and I know that there is good
and the inbetweens
I never understood
won't you look at me
I'm crazy
but I get the job done
yeah I'm crazy
but I get the job done
CHORUS
I pushed you 'cause
I loved you guys
I didn't realize
you weren't having fun
I dragged you up the stairs
and I told you to fly
you were flapping your arms
you started to cry
you were too high
too high
You may take this all for granted
take the mortar, block and glass
and you forget the speech
that moved the stone
but it's really not that you can't see
the forest for the trees
you've never been out
in the woods alone
So you can laugh
all you want to
But I got my philosophy
keeps my feet on the ground
and I love you
you're my friend
but you got no philosophy
now it's time for this song to end
at the mortar block and glass
and check out the reflections
in my eyes
you see they always
used to be there
even when this all was grass
and I sang and danced
about a high-rise
you were laughing at
my helmet hat
laughing at my torch
CHORUS
Go ahead you can
laugh all you want
I got my philosophy
keeps my feet on the ground
and I trust it like the ground
and that's why my philosophy(my phil-)
it keeps me walking when I'm falling down(o-so-phy)
I see that there is evil
and I know that there is good
and the inbetweens
I never understood
won't you look at me
I'm crazy
but I get the job done
yeah I'm crazy
but I get the job done
CHORUS
I pushed you 'cause
I loved you guys
I didn't realize
you weren't having fun
I dragged you up the stairs
and I told you to fly
you were flapping your arms
you started to cry
you were too high
too high
You may take this all for granted
take the mortar, block and glass
and you forget the speech
that moved the stone
but it's really not that you can't see
the forest for the trees
you've never been out
in the woods alone
So you can laugh
all you want to
But I got my philosophy
keeps my feet on the ground
and I love you
you're my friend
but you got no philosophy
now it's time for this song to end
uR ConGraTuLatiONs
what did i told you? 1.50? hell.. i'll be 45 minutes late!
saudara-saudariku yang terhormat, ulma was late again.
12.00 - woke up
12.05 - Remembered that I had to call Sylvia bout today's acara
12.10 - YM Anggi n Neysa, asked for Sylvia's numer, Neysa's phone'd been dead for quite a long time. Low batt and no charger (oh dear..). Neysa was not really there, waited for her to come back. Neysa was back, swapped SIM-card with Anggi. Got Sylvia's number
12.15 - SMS Sylvia from Ifta's mobile, asked her to call back
12.20 - Sylvia called, apparently she also had just woke up (me ngereceive her call di wc, accomplishing my morning duty *wink), we decided to meet at the Central Station at quarter to 2. Ulm k ruang tamu, mendengarkan 'kisah kencan'
12.45 - wandering around da kitchen quite aimlessly, sambil manasin air buat kopi
12.50 - ke kamar, browsing Friendster
13.00 - ke dapur lagi, manasin air lagi.. bengong
13.05 - bikin kopi, ke kamar, browsing2, bener2in blog.. until...
13.31 - WHAT THE F***?????!!!!!
well.. i finally got to the Central Station 14.25 as I arrived (shame on you!)
muter2 CS nyari kado, akhirny ke drugstore beli bantal beraroma peppermint; 2 geurzakjes (fragrance-packets), aroma oriental ma aroma embuh satuny, tapi lambangny hati, so I guess it'd b perfect for the two lovebirds; 1 packet of 20 teabags with 5 different scents. Minta dibungkusin ma mbakny, sambil gitu nulis kartu, dibantuin si Sylvia buat nulis kata2 Blandanya.
15.20 - nyari2 bis buat k sana. realizing it wouldnt come within 25 minutes, me n Sylvia nyari Smullers dulu beli kleine frites met mayo (njreet karbohidrat abis!)
fast forward>> ktinggalan bis :p nunggu yg 16.15
fast forward>> muter2 di Veemkade nyari 'gamelanhuis' (jalan udah bener. tapi kok ga keliatan ya?) - the time was 17.15, akhirny mutusin buat nelp. cari tau (tapi kan ulm ga punya pulsa..)
anyho.. we finally found the gamelan huis.. got in, found oom Rob n Mirella, congratulated them for their umm 60 year of living together..
saudara-saudariku yang terhormat, ulma was late again.
12.00 - woke up
12.05 - Remembered that I had to call Sylvia bout today's acara
12.10 - YM Anggi n Neysa, asked for Sylvia's numer, Neysa's phone'd been dead for quite a long time. Low batt and no charger (oh dear..). Neysa was not really there, waited for her to come back. Neysa was back, swapped SIM-card with Anggi. Got Sylvia's number
12.15 - SMS Sylvia from Ifta's mobile, asked her to call back
12.20 - Sylvia called, apparently she also had just woke up (me ngereceive her call di wc, accomplishing my morning duty *wink), we decided to meet at the Central Station at quarter to 2. Ulm k ruang tamu, mendengarkan 'kisah kencan'
12.45 - wandering around da kitchen quite aimlessly, sambil manasin air buat kopi
12.50 - ke kamar, browsing Friendster
13.00 - ke dapur lagi, manasin air lagi.. bengong
13.05 - bikin kopi, ke kamar, browsing2, bener2in blog.. until...
13.31 - WHAT THE F***?????!!!!!
well.. i finally got to the Central Station 14.25 as I arrived (shame on you!)
muter2 CS nyari kado, akhirny ke drugstore beli bantal beraroma peppermint; 2 geurzakjes (fragrance-packets), aroma oriental ma aroma embuh satuny, tapi lambangny hati, so I guess it'd b perfect for the two lovebirds; 1 packet of 20 teabags with 5 different scents. Minta dibungkusin ma mbakny, sambil gitu nulis kartu, dibantuin si Sylvia buat nulis kata2 Blandanya.
15.20 - nyari2 bis buat k sana. realizing it wouldnt come within 25 minutes, me n Sylvia nyari Smullers dulu beli kleine frites met mayo (njreet karbohidrat abis!)
fast forward>> ktinggalan bis :p nunggu yg 16.15
fast forward>> muter2 di Veemkade nyari 'gamelanhuis' (jalan udah bener. tapi kok ga keliatan ya?) - the time was 17.15, akhirny mutusin buat nelp. cari tau (tapi kan ulm ga punya pulsa..)
anyho.. we finally found the gamelan huis.. got in, found oom Rob n Mirella, congratulated them for their umm 60 year of living together..
ngetes trackback
http://haloscan.com/tb/ulmster/108829234463465685.. wut this trackback supposed to mean anyway??
..Hup! Holland, Hup!
huhuh.. oke deh, me no maniak futbol, tapi seenggakny living in the NL had made me more aware of this football thingy, especially the Oranjes yg lagi seru2ny tanding di Piala Eropa (d sini sih namanya EK -Europeesche Kop or sumthin *ngasal mode ON*). Tadi si ge nontonny ma ardy n widy abis kerja gitu. Kuduny si jam 10 udh pada cabut, tapi decided buat stay en nglanjutin nonton NL-Sweden yg kykny seru abis. Gw yg ga ngerti bola pun mikir tu dua negara maennya keren ("ni dia yg namany seperempat final!".. quoting from Ardy). Dan kami b-3 ga nyesel deh buat mutusin ga pulang cepet2, coz worth it kok nungguin sampe penalti, dan.. sampe sampe NL menang!! huhuh.. well i wont narate again how it all happened, not quite good @ narrating a story :p well you can check the reportings here.. www.euro2004.com
Sbenerny si kita be-3 ga ad yg terlalu suka bola, kebawa suasana aja kali yah..,like wktu kita keluar dari Warung tempat kita kerja, orang2 Londo gendeng itu yg pada tereak2 keluar, nyanyi2 lah, niup2 trompet, well anything that would express their happiness and excitement. Dan otomatis kita yg lag d situ pun jadi ikutan seneng ^^. maybe bakal lbih seneng lagi klo saat itu kita nontonnya bareng date kita d tempat seru macem Korsakov (a spill of what one of my housemate's been doing @ the time i was writing this blog ;p). Seandainya gw ada d Indo, gw ga yakin bakal ngikutin ni piala eropa, i'd thought, 'the hell wit it'.. well that's what i did on last year's UEFA Cup anyway...
Spulang dari Warung, guess what.. Ha-Pe gw ktinggalan d mobilny Ardy :'( oh ya sudah, after i called him using Dian's mobile, gw bilang klo ge ngambil hp gw Slasa aja.. toch Slasa dia kerja, n ge juga kerja. Huhuh.. me bakal having no mobile for this 3 days ^^ menyenangkan. Well whoever who read this post, dont try to call me at least until Tuesday evening.. coz i WONT answer it ;P dan klo pun trus dijawab, IT WONT BE ME!!!
hape ulma yang terdampar d mobil ardy
Luckily I called my Mum earlier this evening.. jadiny Insya Allah no worries about loosing contact with 'em for this couple of days. Me miss me mum n dad :(, abis gw nelp. entah mengapa i felt sooo bad.. i even felt like i was about to cry. Tapi ga bisa nangis coz wktu itu gw lagi ngbungkus kerupuk (pa hub.ny coba :p). Well d sbelah gw ada si ardy itu, jadiny i just stared hard to the ceiling, like expecting it to fall off. Tambah pengen nangis pas Ayah bilang ,"ya sekarang kmu on your own, you have to take care of your own responsibilites (menyangkut kerjaan, studi, dll.), Ayah serahin semua ke kamu, you have to take care for yourself there." Hu-uhh.. jadi ngerasa sedih banget, sudah sebegitu terlepasnyakah aku dari beban ortu? i still want to be a daughter yang bisa maen2, fooling around, coz i got my parents to take care of the rest (:P huhuh.. pmikiran anak yg ngatjow). Hu-uhhh..! OK, OK, Dad! Ulma ngangguk2 aja tadi. he also reminded me to arrange the flight ticket to Indo A.S.A.P., and inform all responsible parties about the flight, the book, the payment *underline* (ga tau boso HTMLe underline :p) etc. etc.
After about 18 minutes of conversation, we ended the call with a vocal hugs and kisses (maksute cuma ngomong "hugs and kisses, Dad!"), dan Ulma pun kembali membungkusi kerupuk. Hari ini ada 5 kardus yang berhasil dibungkus, isinya Borrel Garnalen, Opak Pikant, Emping, Borrel Knoflook, ma Borrel Vis n me pun berhasil membawa kurlebs 1kg krupuk ke rumah xD kekke.. kiddin, ga nyampe sekilo ah, paling juga 500 g ;) Abis ngebungkusin, ulma pun join "tim depan" hehe.. cuma si Widy sih :p smentara si Ardy lagi ngurusin catering. dan about 30 menit kemudian, dateng ni tante tante, bersama pasukannya (jadi total ada 2 tante dan 3 oom oom, kelimanya berusia 55-60 lah). Mreka mesen gede gitu, bami minta 1,5 kg, trus lauk2nya juga yg lngsung minta satu bak gede gitu, untung si Ardy juga akhirny dateng k depan ngebantuin, jadi si Widy bisa ngelayanin klanten yg laen. huh huh.. pokokny pas mereka pergi Warung yg kaya abis kerampokan gitu,.. ffuhh!!
Tapi overall sih hari ini ga gitu rame, cuma yg 5 sekawan tante-tante oom-oom aja yg bikin kita ngos2an. The UEFA 2004 Cup had been the answer to the 'still'ness of my workplace (huhuh.. inggris gw jelek banget). Hari ini si anak-lucu-vegetarian ga dateng ke warung :( (oohh.. apa coba).
Pulang ke rumah, ya gitu, after nyadarin klo ge lupa bawa hape, me menegur mba dina yg sedang oL d YaMess dengan 'Penampakan mode On'-nya, huhuh.. this means that she has her webcam on. me clicked her and then konversasi pun mengalir.. tentang apa? what else if not the Dutch's victorious penalty kicks (Oranje Boven!!)?, dan cowo2 lucu yg berhasil kita spot slama pertandingan tntunya ;) hehehe.. girls will always be girls !!! *girly mode ON*
Well kita juga ngediscuss bout this Sunday's acara. Yep, Minggu 27 Juni ini Oom Rob my gamelan coach will celebrate his 35th year of LIVING TOGETHER with her partner! yak, again kata2 Living Together perlu digaris-bawahi. Living Together is Samenwonend is Kumpul Kebo!! they've lived together for THIRTY-FIVE YEARS!! all this time!! ternyata!!! padahal anakny yg udah 2 gede gede gitu!! well me noticed sih kmaren2, kok ni suami istri eh pasangan nama blakangny ga sama.. well at least kan kudune istriny make nama blakang suaminy, nah ini kok engga, oom Robnya Rob van Albada, dan istri..eh pasangannya Mirella Karpe, yang stelah ditelusuri ternyata beliau punya darah Rusia dari kakeknya. Ternyata oh, ternyata..
Hehe.. ok, me wrote long enough tonite.. ah menyenangkan.. setelah lama tak menulis :P nite nite, and take care everyone ^^
Sbenerny si kita be-3 ga ad yg terlalu suka bola, kebawa suasana aja kali yah..,like wktu kita keluar dari Warung tempat kita kerja, orang2 Londo gendeng itu yg pada tereak2 keluar, nyanyi2 lah, niup2 trompet, well anything that would express their happiness and excitement. Dan otomatis kita yg lag d situ pun jadi ikutan seneng ^^. maybe bakal lbih seneng lagi klo saat itu kita nontonnya bareng date kita d tempat seru macem Korsakov (a spill of what one of my housemate's been doing @ the time i was writing this blog ;p). Seandainya gw ada d Indo, gw ga yakin bakal ngikutin ni piala eropa, i'd thought, 'the hell wit it'.. well that's what i did on last year's UEFA Cup anyway...
Spulang dari Warung, guess what.. Ha-Pe gw ktinggalan d mobilny Ardy :'( oh ya sudah, after i called him using Dian's mobile, gw bilang klo ge ngambil hp gw Slasa aja.. toch Slasa dia kerja, n ge juga kerja. Huhuh.. me bakal having no mobile for this 3 days ^^ menyenangkan. Well whoever who read this post, dont try to call me at least until Tuesday evening.. coz i WONT answer it ;P dan klo pun trus dijawab, IT WONT BE ME!!!
hape ulma yang terdampar d mobil ardy
Luckily I called my Mum earlier this evening.. jadiny Insya Allah no worries about loosing contact with 'em for this couple of days. Me miss me mum n dad :(, abis gw nelp. entah mengapa i felt sooo bad.. i even felt like i was about to cry. Tapi ga bisa nangis coz wktu itu gw lagi ngbungkus kerupuk (pa hub.ny coba :p). Well d sbelah gw ada si ardy itu, jadiny i just stared hard to the ceiling, like expecting it to fall off. Tambah pengen nangis pas Ayah bilang ,"ya sekarang kmu on your own, you have to take care of your own responsibilites (menyangkut kerjaan, studi, dll.), Ayah serahin semua ke kamu, you have to take care for yourself there." Hu-uhh.. jadi ngerasa sedih banget, sudah sebegitu terlepasnyakah aku dari beban ortu? i still want to be a daughter yang bisa maen2, fooling around, coz i got my parents to take care of the rest (:P huhuh.. pmikiran anak yg ngatjow). Hu-uhhh..! OK, OK, Dad! Ulma ngangguk2 aja tadi. he also reminded me to arrange the flight ticket to Indo A.S.A.P., and inform all responsible parties about the flight, the book, the payment *underline* (ga tau boso HTMLe underline :p) etc. etc.
After about 18 minutes of conversation, we ended the call with a vocal hugs and kisses (maksute cuma ngomong "hugs and kisses, Dad!"), dan Ulma pun kembali membungkusi kerupuk. Hari ini ada 5 kardus yang berhasil dibungkus, isinya Borrel Garnalen, Opak Pikant, Emping, Borrel Knoflook, ma Borrel Vis n me pun berhasil membawa kurlebs 1kg krupuk ke rumah xD kekke.. kiddin, ga nyampe sekilo ah, paling juga 500 g ;) Abis ngebungkusin, ulma pun join "tim depan" hehe.. cuma si Widy sih :p smentara si Ardy lagi ngurusin catering. dan about 30 menit kemudian, dateng ni tante tante, bersama pasukannya (jadi total ada 2 tante dan 3 oom oom, kelimanya berusia 55-60 lah). Mreka mesen gede gitu, bami minta 1,5 kg, trus lauk2nya juga yg lngsung minta satu bak gede gitu, untung si Ardy juga akhirny dateng k depan ngebantuin, jadi si Widy bisa ngelayanin klanten yg laen. huh huh.. pokokny pas mereka pergi Warung yg kaya abis kerampokan gitu,.. ffuhh!!
Tapi overall sih hari ini ga gitu rame, cuma yg 5 sekawan tante-tante oom-oom aja yg bikin kita ngos2an. The UEFA 2004 Cup had been the answer to the 'still'ness of my workplace (huhuh.. inggris gw jelek banget). Hari ini si anak-lucu-vegetarian ga dateng ke warung :( (oohh.. apa coba).
Pulang ke rumah, ya gitu, after nyadarin klo ge lupa bawa hape, me menegur mba dina yg sedang oL d YaMess dengan 'Penampakan mode On'-nya, huhuh.. this means that she has her webcam on. me clicked her and then konversasi pun mengalir.. tentang apa? what else if not the Dutch's victorious penalty kicks (Oranje Boven!!)?, dan cowo2 lucu yg berhasil kita spot slama pertandingan tntunya ;) hehehe.. girls will always be girls !!! *girly mode ON*
Well kita juga ngediscuss bout this Sunday's acara. Yep, Minggu 27 Juni ini Oom Rob my gamelan coach will celebrate his 35th year of LIVING TOGETHER with her partner! yak, again kata2 Living Together perlu digaris-bawahi. Living Together is Samenwonend is Kumpul Kebo!! they've lived together for THIRTY-FIVE YEARS!! all this time!! ternyata!!! padahal anakny yg udah 2 gede gede gitu!! well me noticed sih kmaren2, kok ni suami istri eh pasangan nama blakangny ga sama.. well at least kan kudune istriny make nama blakang suaminy, nah ini kok engga, oom Robnya Rob van Albada, dan istri..eh pasangannya Mirella Karpe, yang stelah ditelusuri ternyata beliau punya darah Rusia dari kakeknya. Ternyata oh, ternyata..
Hehe.. ok, me wrote long enough tonite.. ah menyenangkan.. setelah lama tak menulis :P nite nite, and take care everyone ^^
a bitter day to end a bitter week
and yeah, nothing fails to assault a sleeping monkey.
today just went by so fast. nothing interesting happened. so... lame. very tired. warung hari ini lumayan banyak pengunjung, ge yg ga brenti nglayanin klanten dari jam 1/2 6 sampe 3,5 jam berikutnya pas udah waktunya tutup. haiks... did it make any difference to may payment? no-o.. hell no.
nelp. ngasi tau klo p'bayaran mei kmaren ga bisa ditarik dari bank account, artinya.. tu rekening udh kosong (aww..shucks!). Tau deh ni bisa ngebayar dalam 4 hari pa engga, klo engga.. paling ya dicabut, mbuh wes.. (ga bakal sampe pengadilan kan?? :S).
pas pulang, ngecek kotak surat, kiriman barang dari
dah nyampe ^^.. tebak ulma beli apa?? 2 mascara bodyshop, 1 bening 1 item.. cost total + ongkos kirim dari jerman: 5 euros.. aint that nice :) luuuvvv ebay!! btw mreka ga butuh credit card kok, bwat yg punya internet bankieren, bisa langsung overboeking gituh.. so plain easy and simple (jiwa spg membara). Suka nemu barang lucu2 murah2 pula, tapi ya.. oke emang musti ngepasin jadwal gitu, buat ngebid. trus deskripsi barang ma penjualny juga diperhatiin bener2, bwat yg ga punya credit card, make sure klo si penjual bersedia dibayar lewat account-transfer. Trus klo anak NL, biasany si yg enak dapet barang dari NL juga, ato jerman (ebay.de), belgium (ebay.be), klo uk mybe dah mulai ribet (walopun ga juga), yah.. US tu yg rada susah, selain riskan (kepisah) jauh banget, en jarang yg bisa dibayar lewat transfer rekening.
u yeah, diet juga tidak berjalan dengan semestinya. Ge harusny blanja buat suplai hari 8-13, but berhubung ga ada duit.. :-p bye bye diet
(diam, ngedengerin Blink 182- I Miss You dengan khidmat) -->
yah gitu deh
today just went by so fast. nothing interesting happened. so... lame. very tired. warung hari ini lumayan banyak pengunjung, ge yg ga brenti nglayanin klanten dari jam 1/2 6 sampe 3,5 jam berikutnya pas udah waktunya tutup. haiks... did it make any difference to may payment? no-o.. hell no.
nelp. ngasi tau klo p'bayaran mei kmaren ga bisa ditarik dari bank account, artinya.. tu rekening udh kosong (aww..shucks!). Tau deh ni bisa ngebayar dalam 4 hari pa engga, klo engga.. paling ya dicabut, mbuh wes.. (ga bakal sampe pengadilan kan?? :S).
pas pulang, ngecek kotak surat, kiriman barang dari
dah nyampe ^^.. tebak ulma beli apa?? 2 mascara bodyshop, 1 bening 1 item.. cost total + ongkos kirim dari jerman: 5 euros.. aint that nice :) luuuvvv ebay!! btw mreka ga butuh credit card kok, bwat yg punya internet bankieren, bisa langsung overboeking gituh.. so plain easy and simple (jiwa spg membara). Suka nemu barang lucu2 murah2 pula, tapi ya.. oke emang musti ngepasin jadwal gitu, buat ngebid. trus deskripsi barang ma penjualny juga diperhatiin bener2, bwat yg ga punya credit card, make sure klo si penjual bersedia dibayar lewat account-transfer. Trus klo anak NL, biasany si yg enak dapet barang dari NL juga, ato jerman (ebay.de), belgium (ebay.be), klo uk mybe dah mulai ribet (walopun ga juga), yah.. US tu yg rada susah, selain riskan (kepisah) jauh banget, en jarang yg bisa dibayar lewat transfer rekening.
u yeah, diet juga tidak berjalan dengan semestinya. Ge harusny blanja buat suplai hari 8-13, but berhubung ga ada duit.. :-p bye bye diet
(diam, ngedengerin Blink 182- I Miss You dengan khidmat) -->
yah gitu deh
jurnal seorang pendiet
it's monday!!! hari ini rasanya me akan bermalas2an, kekekeke.. whoops tapi tidak! oh tidak! got a personal reflective report ahead, blum juga group file o_O (sigh..) tapi sebelum nerve kerajinan bereaksi (biasany butuh 6-10 jam :p) let's review the diet i've been doing so far, shall we? today's my fourth day, and i've lost 3 kilos already ^^ hari ini menu sarapannya bole ditambah roti (plain roti), and of course, cuppa coffee with a table-spoonful of sugar (no milk). At first,i thought that having such diet would be very torturous (as the adjective to torture ;p --> me too lazy to look it up in a dictionary). But no no no, the meals are quite heapful, i mean.. i had to take out somethings just not to throw up. For example, i do not add meat (well almost) anymore. In the end, I wish that i could loose weigh faster this way ;)
In addition to the dietary meals, i've been trying to exercise!! ha..ha..ha..ha.. well i did a 10 minutes umm.. exercise with a whachammacallit (???) last night, while watching 'Scream' in Mtv (they've been playing several blockbusters these past weeks). See.. we have this thing here at our flat, a fitness tool that shaped like an iron horse with a bike saddle and retractable foot-stepping (hehe.. ok, maybe i'm not that good at describing things, umm.. but lemme look for the picture in google)
(2 minutes later)
oh forget it,.. well it's a thing which you can ride on, no electrical units required, it also got a handle like a bike. The handle can be pulled towards you, as your leg pushes the foot-place, and yeah.. it kinda exercise your arm and leg muscle tone.. and i guess it should also tone your abs if you hold your stomach while doing the umm..exercise.
oh yea.. tomorrow i have to prepare fot the hardest..brace myself for the most indespicable.. held my high upward for the horror of.. RAW CARROT (eeeeeuuuuuggggghhh...*sputter..cough..puking*). Well..not exactly RAW as in fresh from the hearth, full with worms and germs and God knows what else, i can speed-boil it, to boil the ugly big (it has to be BIG) carrot within a short period of time. I hope my stomach could handle the distress.
Talk about distress, another horrifying thing is that i should not, MUST not eat after 6 pm.. which is.. VERY VERY HARD!!! The truth is, i could not stop myself from snacking :"> Well.. i tried not to gaggle down cakes, since.. there is no cakes, two-third of my house is on a diet. So I start to lay my hands on anything edible laying nearby. Like tonite, an undiet friend came home and brought in a.. err..cake :p so i ate a slice, and.. WHAT?? Dont stare at me like that!! it's only ONE-THIN SLICE!!! and i burned that down with the doing the fitness-thingy anyway.. (you should feel very embarassed now, ulma)
hmm.. maybe i should disciplined myself more in order to succeed, you know.. follow the rule. me is not a follow-the-rule person, but.. me should try harder!!! 9 more days to go!! And.. as a famous dietician said .. 'The difference between just living and living when you're really on your game is dramatic.' (ain't that so american?.. 'dramatic') Guess who said that? ten pats on the back for you if you guessed Robert C. Atkins, M.D., the founder and medical chair of The Atkins Center for Complementary Medicine, in New York City.
In addition to the dietary meals, i've been trying to exercise!! ha..ha..ha..ha.. well i did a 10 minutes umm.. exercise with a whachammacallit (???) last night, while watching 'Scream' in Mtv (they've been playing several blockbusters these past weeks). See.. we have this thing here at our flat, a fitness tool that shaped like an iron horse with a bike saddle and retractable foot-stepping (hehe.. ok, maybe i'm not that good at describing things, umm.. but lemme look for the picture in google)
(2 minutes later)
oh forget it,.. well it's a thing which you can ride on, no electrical units required, it also got a handle like a bike. The handle can be pulled towards you, as your leg pushes the foot-place, and yeah.. it kinda exercise your arm and leg muscle tone.. and i guess it should also tone your abs if you hold your stomach while doing the umm..exercise.
oh yea.. tomorrow i have to prepare fot the hardest..brace myself for the most indespicable.. held my high upward for the horror of.. RAW CARROT (eeeeeuuuuuggggghhh...*sputter..cough..puking*). Well..not exactly RAW as in fresh from the hearth, full with worms and germs and God knows what else, i can speed-boil it, to boil the ugly big (it has to be BIG) carrot within a short period of time. I hope my stomach could handle the distress.
Talk about distress, another horrifying thing is that i should not, MUST not eat after 6 pm.. which is.. VERY VERY HARD!!! The truth is, i could not stop myself from snacking :"> Well.. i tried not to gaggle down cakes, since.. there is no cakes, two-third of my house is on a diet. So I start to lay my hands on anything edible laying nearby. Like tonite, an undiet friend came home and brought in a.. err..cake :p so i ate a slice, and.. WHAT?? Dont stare at me like that!! it's only ONE-THIN SLICE!!! and i burned that down with the doing the fitness-thingy anyway.. (you should feel very embarassed now, ulma)
hmm.. maybe i should disciplined myself more in order to succeed, you know.. follow the rule. me is not a follow-the-rule person, but.. me should try harder!!! 9 more days to go!! And.. as a famous dietician said .. 'The difference between just living and living when you're really on your game is dramatic.' (ain't that so american?.. 'dramatic') Guess who said that? ten pats on the back for you if you guessed Robert C. Atkins, M.D., the founder and medical chair of The Atkins Center for Complementary Medicine, in New York City.
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